04/19/2023
looking at the night sky,
all of my thoughts full of why's.
questions peak when I hide.
am I ready to know and fight?
turning back to the days that I matter;
full of smiles and laughter.
I did not think of anyone to bother,
because I know that it will take forever.
until a light appeared after,
left me dumbfounded like a loser.
endless laughs and teases ever,
wondering those feelings later.
however,
are you a star or just a sudden spark
of this beating heart?
genuinely caring either you are both or not.
in the end, I chose what's best in the chapter.
indecisive, but wants to figure out when it is better.
joy that lights her up in her dull days;
joy that cares for her even in her clumsy haze.
whether you are a star or just a sudden spark,
I hope that you'll still be my joy that you are now.
again, are you my star or just a sudden spark?
a star or sudden spark
her thoughts; entry no. 4
(seen in ALEGRIA: LELLS Literary Folio 2023)
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her thoughts
Poetrythe thoughts that keep running around her head; feelings she left unsaid. written into words that flows into deeper meanings. this is what she thinks, feels, and wants to express to the person she dedicates those pieces to. her thoughts by melysummer
