hard love - (neteyam x aonung)

pt.95

Aonungs Pov:

Me and tsireya sat with norm as he explained how having a baby would work.

Tsireya held my hand tightly, seeming more nervous than I was.

"Um norm" I asked and his head turned to look at me. "I want neteyam to be the blood father" I told him and tsireya squeezed my hand.

"You want to try the second option?" Norm asked. "yes, if it doesn't work I'll try the first" I explained and he nodded.

"I'll give you two shots, one in both arms then the rest is up to you and neteyam" norm explained. "Meaning you two will have to...."

I nodded my head in understandment knowing that he seemed embarrassed to say it out loud.

Norm ready the two shots and I had to admit they were pretty painful.

"Tsireya make sure he gets to his pod and rests the shots will make him a little drowsy at first" norm explained and she nodded and we left after that.

Tsireya walked me to our pod and I did have to admit I was getting really tired.

"Tsireya!" A voice calmed and we seemed to hault. "Neteyam not right now aonung needs to rest" tsireya told the boy and he looked at me with concern.

"Why did something happen?" He asked stepping closer to me before something lit up in his eyes as though he seemed to be upset.

Your still upset with me aren't you.

Tsireya continue to walk to our pod and neteyam seemed to follow behind us. I wanted to try to talk to him but I didn't know what to say to him.

Tsireya brought me into the pod and I dismissed myself to my room.

"Can I stay here till he wakes" I heard neteyam's voice sound but I didn't hear tsireya's answer.

-

My eyes snapped open and I sat up in my bed before feeling the sleep catch up with me.

"Your up" a voice mumbled and I looked over to see neteyam. "It's the afternoon so tsireya is out right now" he explained.

"But I wanted to talk to you" neteyam whispered, seeming to get nervous.

"What is it?" I asked, still feeling sleepy.

"I'm scared aonung" he mumbled making my attention snap over to him. "Why?" I asked him.

"I'm scared to make the wrong decision aonung" he told me, covering his face.

"I want a child as much as you do but what happens if I do or say the wrong things" neteyam whispered. "I don't want to raise I child the way I was raised"

"But I can't help but notice I act exactly like how my father acted to me and lo'ak" neteyam said, his voice sounding shaking.

I sat up, moving his hands from his face. "We are not at war neteyam, the child won't have to grow up in the same fear that you did"

Neteyam sighed, meeting my eyes. "I know, but what happens if I accidentally snap, I don't want a child to fear me"

I took his hands in mine. "I've seen you with takuk, you are no monster neteyam" I promised him and he seemed to look hopeful.

He squeezed my hand, smiling before leaning in to kiss me.

Eywa, how much I have missed him.

I had to add the heart filling moment sorry
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