I lay awake at night. I managed to stay in the hospital. I just can't stop thinking about Kasha. I'm worried beyond reckoning. Not to mention I just got back from hurting my older brother. My father blames me for it. Heh. Of course he does. In his views he views me as a monster.
I blame myself more than he does. I blame myself for everything. I don't even blame him. He's just a selfish little rich boy. He's not a monster like me. I've been causing trouble since I was born. According to my father I can never do the right thing. He's right.
Screw it. Sleeping won't help me. Sleeping never helps. I have to do something about this. I have to kill him. There's no two ways about it. I'm angry at them. My heart burns and my skin burns. That is not a metaphor. I am the fire. I am so full of rage. It has to end this anger. The fire has to stop and I'm the only one that can exact it. I'm the only one that can stop this.
I will prove I'm not a monster. I'm just the fire.
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