Not one of Min Ho'es || Min Ho × Reader ★

Distance pt.2

MinHo's pov :

After Q left my room I felt stressed, I was surprised he trusted me so little, I mean I do have history as a player, but this time I was totally all in for y/n, I layed on my bed thinking about how I could better my image for her until I fell asleep

All of a sudden I was at my house wearing a button up shirt and black pants standing in my kitchen, y/n was there too, wearing the denim blue dress she wore her second day at KISS, she looked very pretty, she was walking closer to me but I stooed there very confident, she took my hand and walked me over to my room, she closed the door right behind me, and I smiled at her and just like it happened at school I began kissing her, however this time when I was carrying her she started unbuttoning my shirt, once she took my shirt off we happened to be laying on my bed and then I woke up

I felt overwhelmed, did I just had a sex dream ? No way, I mean I am not nervous at all ?! But actually I am am I going to fast ? I don't feel like I am supposed to be dreaming that, am I ? It's not like I am scared of commitment, right ? But how could I know, I have never been in a relationship before, or at least not one that lasted more than 2 weeks. But what made me feel even more overwhelmed was my PR team since I had been talking the last like month to a singer, her name is lulu, and well my team said she would be good for my image and my mom kinda supported that too, so I had to end things with her, but I guess that can wait since like I only ever talk to her in messages so no one knows anything about her and me.

The next morning I woke up early changed into my uniform and waited sitting on the couch waiting for Q and Dae to be ready so I could ask them their opinion on my dream, once I heard their room door open I walked over to them

"Is everything okay dude ?" Q said

"Yeah, you look... Tense" Dae continued

"No no no, I just have a question"

"About ?" Q asked

"Well I kinda dreamt of someone, and like well, I mean"

"You mean what ?" Dae said confused

"Well I was wondering what you think it might mean for me"

"Well it depends on what kind of dream you had Minho" Dae nodded in agreement to Q's statement

"Well" I felt nervous "that is personal.."

Q then ghasped and Dae asked "what ?"

"Oh my god, you had a sex dream" Q said

"Oooo i get it now" Dae then said "but wait, about who ?"

"Well it's not like it was a sex sex dream, you know" I said more nervous "and anyway just answer my question"

"Well if it's about a person you know, I feel like it totally means something, specially if it's like your first dream like that, you know ?, However I am guessing it's not, right ? " Q said

"O yeah, no, it totally is not my first, I mean in my dreams I have kissed, uhm, multiple multiple people " I said nervously and I could clearly see how they didn't believe me

"Oh yeah ? Then why are you so nervous dude ?" Dae said and I just shook my head only for him to then say "Wait It was with y/n, wasn't it ? Your dream "

"Whaaat ? No way"

Q laughed at me "It totally was, but like don't be so nervous, just play it cool, it's not like she knows about your dream, just be normal dude" he finally said as he walked out and head out to his class

Dae stood by the door for a second before going to class "Yeah man, it's fine, don't worry, If it makes you feel better I had one with Kitty and, we are going strong!" He said since their relationship seemed to be weirdly working out

But that didn't made me feel that better, because what if I wasn't ready for such a serious relationship, after contemplating the situation for a while I decided the best would be to keep my distance.

So I was the last to enter my first class where y/n was already at, clearly keeping me a seat, but I just walked right past her, and I also had to then start avoiding Q because he would totally diss me about what I was doing, but I was doing what's right, or at least that's what I believe, however on Thursday morning he told me that I had to stop doing whatever I was doing and talk to y/n again, and so I did specially because I had a great Idea

I told her that it would be cool if she stayed in my dorm for a while since Q and Dae were going home, but once I started talking she seemed sad, and then she asked me why I was being distant and of course I couldn't tell her it was because I was nervous because I had a dream about her and way less would it be a good idea to tell her that lulu and I were talking, because I felt guilty about that, which was a big part to why I was ignoring her, because it made me wonder if Q was right about not trusting me, so I just said something about rumors and lucky for me she bought it, and told me she would think about my idea of staying over at my dorm.

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A/N: this is a short chapter, stay tunned because drama is about to begiin ! Love ya don't forget to vote and comment <3.