A life of chronic pain

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An old friend that I do not

miss, with a kiss of

death is all you wish.


Your shadow cascades

over my sunshine.


My tears give you strength,

while I only become weaker.


I slowly sink into despair

with a heart that is

aching for someone to care.


What day is it?


Where am I?


Alive once again,

living in pain.


Pain is my only friend.


Too young to die,

too tired to care.


Waiting for the hurt to leave,

tomorrow is another day.


Living day after day, with

a feeling of torture 

everywhere, you would

have thought my world

turned black.


Funny enough, the sunshine comes back,

and I can function at least.


I have a fear of my mind and

my body fading back into black,

paralyzed.


Happiness, uncertainty,

mixed with the blues.


This is what I call chronic pain,

it's not a life I wanted to choose.

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