depressed tom kaulitz x reader

part 4:

pov: y/n
tom wakes up after about an hour to me laying my head on his chest. he smiles. i smile. i get up. "you ready to get your stuff?" i ask him. "yeah i guess." he gets up and looks at his arms. "you got a jacket or something i can wear?" i pull out my oversized hoodie and give it to him. it fits him perfect. then we go. we walk just talking for about 10 minutes before he finally says "there's my house." we walk in and it immediately smells like booze. we walk in the living room and his dad is drinking away watching tv. "hey dad im gonna stay at y/n's for a while i assume you don't give a fuck." his dad doesn't even look away from the tv and just shrugs. we walk back to his room and i see bill. my fangirl kicks in a little but i don't say anything. he starts to pack. "where are you going?" asks bill. "im staying with y/n for a while. i think it's for the best." he explains sighing. "what happened?" he asks. "ask dad." tom responds scoffing. he finishes packing, says bye to bill and we leave. we walk back and i'm just glad when we make it through the front door. "im sorry i only have one bedroom." i say. "it's okay you're literally 18 living on your own i don't expect you to have a big house or anything. plus, i don't mind." he says smiling. it's nice to see him smile. he unpacks his stuff and we get ready for bed. we both lay down in my bed and he lays his face on my chest and immediately falls asleep. i stay awake for a while thinking about everything that happened today. i honestly am starting to care so much about him that it hurts. i just want him to be okay. i watch him breathe for a while before i finally fall asleep.