depressed tom kaulitz x reader

part 5:

pov: y/n
tom has been staying with me the past few days an, honestly it's been nice for, i think, both of us. he hasn't tried to harm himself, he has been eating more, and he's even smiled. we've just been hanging out and smoking pot and having deep conversations. today i wake up and i guess tom got hot in the night bc he's literally asleep laying on top of me in only his boxers. i just blush and take a nice long look. at his abs , his morning wood, yk the usual. he's completely outside of the covers laying on his back and i can see everything. i stare so hard i don't realize his eyes are now open and he's looking at me. i look up at his face and almost flinch in shock that he's awake and knows i've been staring at his body. "like what you see?" he says jokingly serious. "maybe." i say and then i lay my head on his bare chest. we lay there for a while before i decide to get up and get ready. he follows me to the bathroom while i'm brushing my teeth and hugs me from behind burying his face into my shoulder. he's being extra clingy this morning. i wonder why. "i missed you while i was asleep." i giggle. "even though i dreamed about you" i blush and keep brushing my teeth. he leans into me further and i can slightly feel his boner and muscles since he's still practically naked and i'm immediately turned on. "tom what's going on? why are you being so clingy? what's up?" i ask. "i don't know i just like spending time with you, touching you." he says lifting his head up to speak and then nuzzling it right back into my shoulder. i finish brushing my teeth and i try to walk back into the bedroom but tom won't let go. "tom...let go im tired of standing." i groan in a obviously joking annoyed tone. he lets go and starts brushing his teeth. he comes in the bedroom a few minutes later and i'm laying back down on my phone. he comes and stands over me and then puts my phone down. he then continues to climb on top of me and cuddle me. "what did you dream about that's got you like this?" i ask. "it's a secret." i can still feel his boner on me but now it's closer to my pussy and i start to get really wet it's lowkey embarrassing. i don't think he can tell tho. he lays on me with his head up looking into my eyes and playing with my hair. he adds a small little braid and i giggle. we stare into each others eyes for a while as he moves around a little and i feel his dick on top of my pussy now. i start to not be able to take it anymore. "tom what are you trying to do?" i ask still looking in his eyes as i start to get flustered and feel my pussy start to ache and pulse. i just know he can feel it. "what do you mean y/n?" he asks trying to act innocent. "what are you trying to do to me? you know what you're doing." he moves again closer to my face. "i don't know what you're talking about." he said. i feel his dick rub against me and i almost loose it. in fact i do. because that's when i couldn't take it anymore. i smash my lips into his and he immediately kissed back. and lemme tell you he's an amazing kisser. perfect amount of tongue. we make our for about a minute while he's propped up on his arms on top of my. i wrap my legs around his waist pulling him closer. he kisses down my neck and leaves hickies everywhere as i let out small moans of pleasure. he brings his lips back to mine and starts to caress my boobs. it feels good. i feel good. i flip him over and get on top of him. i kiss his lips and then trace down his neck onto his chest leaving hickies. he lets out little whimpers. i sit up moving on his dick as he lets out a moan. he pulls off my shirt i go back down moving on him and him moaning again but this time into my mouth turning me on even more with the whimpers and moans combined. he gets back on top of my and slides my pants and bra off. all that's left is my thong. we're both just in our underwear now. he kisses and sucks on my boobs leaving small hickies as i let out moans. i get back on top of him and kiss him. he grabs my ass as he kisses back. he flips me over one last time and our fight of dominance is over as soon as he starts to rub my clit through my underwear and play with my boobs at the same time. i let out fairly loud whimpers and moans as he slowly kisses and licks lower and lower. he then pulls my thong off. he grabs my legs with his hands caressing my thighs. he slowly starts to lick my pussy in circles. "oh my god tom!" i yell. "fuck" he continues as i get louder and louder screaming his name. i've never felt this kind of pleasure before. he adds some fingers inside of me and i loose it. his fingers are long and just hit the right spot. he's hitting the right spots and all of a sudden i feel it coming. "oh my god tom tom im gonna- ahhh~" he continues as i cum like...really, really hard. he then takes his underwear off. it's so big and i'm a little scared i can't handle it but i'm too turned on to turn it down. im desperate. "you ready y/n?" "yes, p-please~" i beg. he enters grabs a condom out of my bedside i guess he had saw when i took out my weed the other day. he slides it on and enters. we both let out moans as he starts to go at a slow pace inside of me. "fuck y/n!" he yells from on top of me. he kisses me as he starts to go harder and a little faster, muffling our moans. it feels so good. he starts to go even harder and faster and go down on my neck. i moan his name louder and louder. "y/n oh my god~" he yells. "im gonna cum" "me too tom~" i yell back he grabs my hand gently as he thrusts and thrusts until we both cum screaming each other's names. he pulls out and takes the condom and throws it away and lays in bed next to me burying himself in the covers and caressing my head. "y/n i have something to tell you."