Namjoon was on the balcony while feeling the cool breeze. He felt someone back hugging him. "Namjoon" said jungkook and namjoon hummer and jungkook said "Am i a bad husband?" And namjoon didn't know what to say and jungkook sighed as he said "I know i am a bad husband but i really can't control my anger" and namjoon wanted to just jump off from that balcony and die. "Uhm kook i have to make breakfast" and jungkook sighed as he nodded his head.
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After jungkook went to his office , namjoon went to grocery store to buy some things. "Where is my favourite icecream" pouted namjoon as he tried to find it and suddenly saw someone giving him his favourite cookies and cream ice-cream and he instantly smiled and grabbed the icecream and looked at the person only to frown. "Isn't this your favourite icecream" said taehyung as he smiled and namjoon nodded his head and taehyung said "Namjoon i wanted to talk to you" and namjoon didn't said anything as he went out of the grocery store only to become all wet. "Oh no why it is raining?"said namjoon then felt umbrella over his head. He looked back and saw taehyung standing with umbrella over both of their head. And taehyung grabbed his hands and said "Now no ifs and buts namjoon you are gonna come with me" before namjoon could utter a word taehyung grabbed his wrist and took him to God knows where
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"Taehyung i have to go home" said namjoon panick showing in his eyes and taehyung said "You can but first change your clothes , it is wet" and namjoon hesitantly took the dry clothes which taehyung gave him. And went to the room to change.
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"What is this namjoon?" Said taehyung as he saw namjoon's bruised face plus his chest which were filled with bruise marks. Namjoon turned his head to side and said "I fell" and taehyung chuckled more like mocked namjoon and said "Your makeup it is all washed away thanks to the rain or i would have not been able to see your bruises and don't lie to me Namjoon this bruises can't be occurred by a small fall." And namjoon just said "It's none of your business" and taehyung said "How? I am your bestfriend namjoon" and namjoon looked at taehyung and said "Was you was my bestfriend not now" and taehyung scoffed and said "Your husband has he done all this?" And namjoon looked at taehyung and said "No" and taehyung knew namjoon was lying but didn't say anything. "I will drop you" said taehyung and namjoon instantly said "No , please" and taehyung sighed as he nodded his head.
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Namjoon entered the mansion only to be met with a tight slap on his face. " Where were you!!?" And namjoon looked at jungkook and said "I-i
Before he could complete jungkook instantly grabbed namjoon's neck with his big hands choking the little boy and pinned him to the wall while saying "That taehyung you were with him again. Don't you know i told you i am your everything? And wow you are wearing his shirt too" and namjoon tried to get out of jungkook's grip. Jungkook kicked namjoon's stomach many times. His tears fell from his eyes as he felt that his breath is being taken away and slowly slowly he lost his consciousness.
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BLACK. That was what namjoon was seeing right now. He felt that he was a loser. Why was he not able to fight back or even file a divorce against him. Just because he was in love with the monster so much that he can't see the other pain. But then jungkook is also in love with him then why he likes to see him in pain. Who will save him from jungkook?. He looked around and saw a ray of light coming and he ran towards there and saw a man standing there. He ran to the person , he might be his saviour and the man turned around. And namjoon's heart skipped a beat. It was him "Me?" And the second namjoon looked at him and said "Yes you, only you can save yourself from that monster nobody else would. Stop and remember how you were in college. Now what has happend to you KIM Namjoon or should i say Jeon namjoon. Stop being a Fucking Loser. And Start living for yourself." Tears filled namjoon's eyes before he coild complete that namjoon vanished from his eyes as he felt something shaking him.
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Namjoom openes his eyes and saw he was in his room. He coughed a little , his neck hurts a little and his stomach too and he looked around and saw jungkook. Jungkook came and hugged namjoon and said ''Are you ok? I was so scared namjoon" and namjoon nodded his head and jungkook said '' You are the one who make me angry baby. Dont go to that taehyung again ok?" And namjoon nodded his head and jungkook smiled as he said " I will bring something for you" and went out of there. While namjoon sat there thinking about what he heard from that namjoon. Should he file a divorce but he loves jungkook too much. He wants to hold onto this relationship so much even if his heart was hurting he wants to love jungkook , he wants to kiss him, he wants to hug him , he wants to cuddle with him and what not.
He just want to be with jungkook even if he hurts him and that's why Kim Namjoon , i mean Jeon Namjoon will always be a coward. Or might also be blind in love. Namjoon sighed as he was the reason for his vulnerable state.
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There is a Quote
Sometime you need to give up on people, not because you don't care but because they don't ...
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But for me Its not easy to leave someone whom you have loved your whole life. And love do make us do stupid things. And we forget that we are getting abused or anything we just tries to find the comfort which the other gives us after the abuse and that's what namjoon is trying to find.
