I Slept With My Teacher

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When I get to his house, he comes out and helps me by getting my sister out (my sister fell asleep) while I get my brother.

Once we're inside, he says he's going to put my sister in his bed since JR wasn't feeling good and was asleep in his bed. Ben comes out of his room and goes in the kitchen. I put on a cartoon for my brother, and sit on the couch and start finishing the assignment I had started. My little brother is getting antsy and a little whiny and mumbles "Bite bite." I stop what I was doing and go to the kitchen and Ben is already on it. He says it would be about 10 more minutes so I go back in the living room telling my brother that it'll be just a little longer.

Shortly after, he comes and tells me supper is ready, and he tells me I can go to his room and wake my sister, then goes upstairs to get his son. I go in his room (it's fucking nice by the way. My sister's a lucky turd. She got in his bed before I did  hahaha.)
Anyway I wake her up and she's clinging to me, she doesn't know where she's at... it's expected.

When I get her comforted, I start guiding her to the kitchen. Let me just tell you how perfect this man is... he has our plates ready, his son's plate, and my siblings plate!! He managed to get my brother in the high chair and has his son in his lap. Ben had already cut up my brothers food!!! He asked me if my brother was able to eat what he had made, I nodded, and get my sister in the chair and start cutting her spaghetti up. She starts eating, and I feed my little brother while stealing a few bites from my plate.

We finish eating, my sister's face was a mess, and my brother is messy all over. I get my sister cleaned up, then tell her to sit on the couch. He's cleaning JR's face up, while I'm cleaning my brother's face, and I don't know how, but my brother gets me dirty. I just looked at him and said "really, you gonna do me like that." I hear Ben laughing under his breath so I turned my head and said trying not to laugh with somewhat serious face, "You think this is funny." He says, "Kinda.... yes." Then he's no longer trying to quiet his laugh. Now he's actually laughing. I told him "haha laugh it up." To which he said. "I will" and continues laughing. I get my brother out of the high chair and hand him to Ben. Now he's dirty and I'm laughing.

Unfortunately my brother started crying calling me momma and is reaching for me. I get him and start calming him down. Ben asks me why they call me momma and I tell them that my p.o.s stepmom has always pawned them off on me pretty much everyday when I was living with my sperm donor and my siblings from my mom, that are older than me from, I told him that I gave up correcting them a while back and that they are like mine. He understood. I clean my brother up the rest of the way and get him changed into a new diaper and some night clothes and let him watch cartoons with Jr and my little sister.

I go out to my car and look for me a shirt in my trunk. I normally have clean gym clothes and a spare change of clothes in there. Of course when I need them, I would take them out a couple days prior. So I just said fuck it and went back in his house. I started doing a few more assignments and got a pretty good chunk of them out of the way. I decided to call it a night and asked my sister if she was ready to go home, she nodded her head and said she was sleepy. My brother, sister, and JR were sprawled all over me once I sat down on the couch.

I at some point, along with the kiddos, fall asleep. To be honest I probably fell asleep first.

I woke up before the asscrack of dawn, confused as fuck. I seen my all three children in the bed with me. I sneak out of the bed, and when I more awake, I realize that I was in Mr. Dawson's bed. I went in the living room and seen that he was sleeping on the couch. I thought 'Damn what a gentleman'

I went in the kitchen to quietly get something to drink. (What is it when you're actively trying to be quiet you feel like you're the loudest person). I was thinking about how to quietly get my things ready and load up my bunch and go home. I didn't even notice that he was in the kitchen. I washed my cup and turned around, I jumped. He scared the fuck out of me. I told him he did. I said "You just scared the fuck out of me." He laughed quietly and apologized. I asked him if I woke him up and he said "No, I'm just a light sleeper." I told him that I'll get my brother and sister loaded up and go home so he could get in his bed, and that I didn't mean to fall asleep but he said it wasn't a big dead, he knew I was exhausted, and if I wanted to, I could just stay, that it was almost time for him to get up and get ready anyway. I told him I needed to get home so I shower and get the kiddos ready to go as soon as the courthouse opened. Ben asked me why, and I told him that I was filing for emergency custody, and going to see if I can get in touch with my sperm donors girlfriends mom and dad( they're actually really nice people, they are (still are) disappointed in their daughter). Just in case I don't get emergency temporary custody.

Ben gave me a long hug and told me, "You'll get it, even though it's part time you have a job, you can provide for yourself, and I've seen that you clearly have dedication to them and their needs, if you need my help, I'm here.. only one call or text away."
I thanked him for his words, and asked him if he wanted breakfast. He said yea and asked what I wanted. I told him that making breakfast and he could relax before he has to get ready, and get JR up and dressed for daycare.