Why can't you love me? ✔️

Chapter - 3.

Continuation...

I stirred and opened my eyes when the alarm started buzzing at 6:00am and I thought now we can have some time to talk with each other before breakfast.

So, I sat up excitedly but her side was empty but where she went in the early morning?

I hurriedly did my morning routine and went downstairs to ask where Ishika is?

But downstairs I find her smiling and talking to my mother. She has no time for me but here she seems normal. I found her in red saree with chura, nuptial chain and vermillion in her partition of hair.

She is looking beautiful but I can't even compliment her because we are still stranger to eachother.

"Good morning" I said taking their attention and mom came to me and wished.

"Good morning bacche" but I was looking at her but she was looking down.

Why? Why can't she look at me?

"Maa...mai apne room mei hu" I said after a few minutes looking away from her and went towards my room because I am not feeling well, I can see she is clearly ignoring me...but why?

(Maa...I am in my room)

"But Sarthak..." Mom was saying something but I am having a headache right now.

In room

I was lying in bed when someone knocked and I said come in then my wife entered with the tray of tea in her hand.

I think maa told her to take my morning tea but I don't feel like to drink after this fabulous morning (note the sarcasm)

I was looking at her but she was looking down at floor while coming close to my night stand.

She kept the tea on the table and turned. I knew that she would go without any conversation. When She hates me this much then why does she agree to marry me or is forced into marriage??

"You don't have to knock to come into your own room" I said and went to the balcony without seeing her. I don't know what makes me angry? Her behavior or my impatient behavior.

I took the tea and sipped. I thought she made this tea but I was wrong. As usual my mom made this for me.

Today I took leave from my work so that I can spend some time with my wife. But now I am regretting it.

My neighbour's house is opposite to me. I can see their balcony and so do they. And a couple lives there. I saw Bhabhi giggles and bhai again held her from the waist and both took sips from the same cup. I turned the other side but somehow I so wanted to do things like this. But here I am sipping tea alone.

I think I should try to talk with her again maybe she has some fears or any problem Or whatever that maybe I can solve.

Okay..Again I motivate myself to talk with her and sort out things between us.

After sometime, Maa called me for breakfast. I took the seat and sat beside me. I really wanted to roll my eyes when she started serving me.

To be continued..

Feeling bad for Sarthak? 🥺