Why can't you love me? ✔️

Chapter - 11.

Continuation....

Sarthak was saying something but I was lost in my thoughts. I realized when he again kissed me on my nape.

I pushed him making him stumble. My eyes widened when he fell down.

Oo God maa or papa can come here listening to his voice

"I know you are not here..." He said in a drunken tone and darkly chuckled making my eyes widened.

"I am here only" I whispered and tried to make him stand. He laughed loudly but I kept my palm on his mouth. I don't want him to wake up his parents.

He kissed my palm and I pulled my hand back quickly seems he doesn't like it. And pulled me through waist tightly.

"You know I still keep dreaming about you when you are ignoring me continuously" he said and placed his lips on my neck making my breathe hitched. I tried to push him but he didn't budge.

"Sarthak let's go to your room" I said while stammering. And he looked at me with smile.

"You will talk to me?" He asked and I nodded.

I don't know why he is smiling? And he seems drunk too. I helped him to reach his room and he kept gazing at me like I am eighth wonder of the world which scares me. I just want to lock him in room and ran away.

As soon as we entered inside the room. He caged me between door and himself.

"I have been waiting for this for so long" he whispered and started kissing me from my forehead to shoulders. His kisses make me feel so much better.

I was trying to push him unwillingly and tears started rolling down from my eyes thinking about Aryan. He will not like this. He is alive somewhere and comes to me.

Sarthak didn't stop but pushed me to bed delicately and came hovered me looking at my lips.

"Sarthak...please" but he didn't listen and kept his lips on mine making me feel light headed. His lips are so warm against my cold lips. I didn't kiss him back but let him kiss me. I unwillingly tried to push him but he is so strong even in his drunken state.

And by mistake I slapped him and he saw me with teary eyes.

"Means you are real" he said slowly and got up from me stumbling on his feet and fall down on floor. I left him there and he slept there only.

I kept my knees close to my chest and tears rolled down from my eyes. I am sorry Aryan.

"I didn't push him away and on top of that I slapped him...now he will tell everyone about this" I slept while crying thinking about consequences.

POV ends

Next morning

Sarthak opened his eyes and found himself on floor and his head was paining like hell.

He is not fond of drinks but he listened somewhere, sometimes to forget the pain you should drink.

He can't handle alcohol that's why he didn't drink. He tried to remember last night why he slept on the floor.

I came back and she opened the door. I thought of her as hallucination and kissed her without her consent.

Guilt flashes infront of him and he thought to apologise for this sin.

Shit what I have done?? He thought and immediately get up to find her.

But he saw....

To be continued