It's not a month later, it's time for me to have my baby boy, I had a scheduled C-Section with my son, I was scared and nervous but my sons father was there. He comforted me all the way through, my anxiety was so bad I didn't even feel the spinal tap going into my spine haha. They let my sons father into the room after the spinal tap, they drugged me a little too much, it was so bad that I kept passing out and waking up through out the whole thing. But my sons father was there to see and hear everything.
When they were getting ready to pull my son out I guess my heart rate dropped drastically. This is also when my son swallowed some of my fluids. So he immediately needed a breathing mask and help from the nurses. While they were doing that, my surgeon who was also my OB made sure that I was okay, all I was worried about was my baby boy. He unfortunately had to go to the NICU because of his troubles breathing.
We spent 9 very exhausting, mentally draining days in the hospital with him. It was painful and heart aching but we did it baby boy. We made it out of the hospital, they called me super mommy in the hospital because the second I got feeling in my feel I told them I wanted to go see my son. While the nurse was taking forever pushing me in the wheelchair I told her to stop. I got up and started pushing the wheel chair and yes this is 4 hours after having major surgery I was walking myself up there. They got scared and thought I was gonna hurt myself but I didn't, I just wanted to see my son.
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Mystery / Thriller*WARNING TALKS ABOUT SUICIDE AND OTHER TRIGGERING THINGS, DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR EMOTIONAL* This story includes me talking a little about my Trauma, and some of the things I've gone through since I was a kid. There will be some de...
