Tyler arrived a little early as always. He went inside to grab a bite to eat as I stayed out to ponder my thoughts some more.
As he came out I asked him "Where are we going Tyler?"
"What do you mean Reubster?"
"In life Tyler where are we headed?"
"Well Reub I don't think I have ever really though about that... But I know that when I get outta here first thing I'm doing is searching for a room to rent."
It was our freshman year we didn't know what we were doing.
"Tyler I've been thinking of that day long ago..."
"No Reub don't do that to yourself..."
"When my mother died. I can't stop searching for a reason why Tyler why was she stolen from me why did I have to live this way motherless?"
I was infuriating myself I had no control my teeth clenched as I stared into my lad my muscles tensed up my eyes watered and I began choking myself up. Tyler responded "Reub you don't have to do this to yourself I'm here for you man I always will be you don't have to fret its okay bro. Look nobody knows why what happened to you happened but it makes you who you are today. You don't have to search for yourself because you're already you."
"(Sobbing) Thank you... Tyler."
