Chapter Ten

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A new morning dawned absolutely crisp and clear. The rising sun casted a rosy hue across the clear sky, drifting in a chorus of melodic birdsong with few shiny rays through Roseanne's windows. She rubs her bleary eyes and shuts the loud alarm disturbing her in this soft, silent, cozy morning. She sits up on her bed and takes her diary from the headside table to jot down something her heart really wants.

It's been a whole week now, she's waking up early in this hour feeling complete sad and alone. Back in Australia she used to have dreams about him almost every night or would sleep talk gibberish things about them and their childhood. Here in Korea that things have sorted but she gained a new habit of rising up early with an aching empty feeling in her heart.

Ironically, she isn't alone.. she's surrounded by many lovely people and gained many new friends in the span of time. Stunners are always friendly towards her.. specially Jungkook. He picks her up everyday in the morning and buys her dinner on their way back. He always motivates her for the battle and tries to spend quality time with her.

But things have slightly changed after their sudden kiss that night. She would lie if she says she didn't enjoyed it.. and for the fact that she was disappointed when he abruptly says sorry and left. It felt terrible to loss that sudden warmth.

She's well known to the fact that he already has a girlfriend and so does she from her very childhood.. if that counts but who can convince her stubborn heart now.. finding every fvcking way to go towards Jungkook. She realized that day by day she's feeling weak around him like her every wire of strength and self control loses instantly whenever she smells his fruity cologne near her or hears his soothing voice talking some things.

He isn't avoiding her for sure but their previous endearments have dried up a bit causing an automatic distance between them. She doesn't like it, his indifferent side towards her, his robotic routine to come and go with her. She wants him to behave freely, with a free heart and untamed soul. She wants him like before.

Thinking all these shits in this early morning makes her sadder. She seriously needs her best friend for consolation.

Dear Guk,

How are you? Your Chaeyoung is missing you alooot.. When will you return to me hmm? Life is so hard to lead alone without you pabo. You know I have joined a dance battle now with a famous group named SK Stunners.

Remember you always tell that you want to do a couple ice dance with me for ages..but hey, where are you now.. come back to me pabo. You said if two people love each other purely.. their heart's frequency matches and they can feel same emotions, even from distance.

Can you feel mine now.. it aches so much Guk.. There is a boy called Jungkook, he's the leader of our group and seriously same to same as you by personality and physical looks. He even has a mole under his lips, just like us. He is a good friend of mine along with the nine other Stunners.

You remember I told you about Prod. Min earlier.. I met him here, he is a Stunner too. You'd love to hang out with them, they're so cool. But you know what.. I think I've made a mistake. That night I should have more self-control in myself and simply deny that kiss which was initiated between us.. cause he's behaving indifferent now.. which I ain't liking a bit.

I decided to ask the members about his girlfriend and make things clear between us.. cause I ain't losing a good friend of mine that easily.. yeah I should do that. And you, Mr. Guk come back to me as soon as possible or I'm telling you'll regret it. Bye bye.
Love you more.. Miss you more.

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