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Chapter Twenty

"It hurts Unnie! It hurts so much."

Roseanne's voice cracks as she cry even harder in the embrace of Jisoo. Jisoo and the two just comfort her silently by rubbing circles on her back.

The elder hugs her tight and let her lash out everything she's holding up till date.

"It's okay baby.. you're alright. We're here.. don't worry, just calm down."

Her crying slow down bit by bit as they wait for her patiently to get a hold on herself. She never been in this painful state before.. at least not in front of them. Something must be bugging her seriously.

"Rosie.. do you wanna talk about it?"

Roseanne loosens the hug and straights up her posture slowly. Her eyes are fix at something far in the sky as she starts speaking..

"I was just five years old when I first saw him at the Church.. in Busan. He was singing choirs with his friends.. so lively that touched my heart. That's the first time I had laid my eyes on a boy as handsome as him.. like a real life prince.. and the thing which caught my eyes the most was the mole under his lips which was very similar to mine at that time.

And then it became my routine to go to Church every Friday with my mom only to hear his voice and see his handsome face.

You know.. I can still feel the butterflies when we first talked.

That evening I was about to go back home with my mom when he suddenly approached.. out of no where and gave my mom flowers saying.. 'Your daughter is so pretty. Can I play with her.. please?'.. so daring right.. haha.

Well.. that's how it started.. a beautiful love story.. with so much innocence that feels out of the world. He visited me every day after that and we used to play games, sing songs and draw many things about us.. with our own little hands.

We created lots of precious memories together but suddenly everything came to a halt when I met an awful accident.

September 8, I can still remember.. I was about to take the road for our usual meet up when a car suddenly hit me badly.. a handy one. Blood started to ooze out with a sheer pain throughout my whole body. Every cell of mine was damaged and my face distorted completely.

A friend of my dad.. who was also a renowned surgeon at that time thankfully treated me and gave me my new appearance. From that incident I sent back to Australia where my parents had their own business and got separated from him forever now.

It's been twenty years now to that dreadful incident and it still gives me nightmares. I sometimes see him in my dreams.. in my imaginations but my eyes hurt so fvckin much to see him in real life.. how he's been now.. what he's doing.

I come back here whenever get chance partially to run my errands and.. to find him.. just trying my luck all I can say.

But never got a single trace of him.. in Busan, in Cathedral or even in the places where we went together. It.. It sometimes feels like it was just my imaginations all these years.. 'We' didn't even existed years ago.

It's like all of our moments together have been erased skillfully.

I don't know how much I can take it now.. it's going futile.. all my prayers.. all my waitings and Fvck my heart Gosh! It doesn't even gives a single try to move on from him.. so stubborn.. so complicate.

But you know Unnie.. something has changed to me this time.. like after coming back here and meeting you all, joining the 'Stunners' with such a huge responsibility really indulge me from the thoughts of him and it has to do with a certain person.. atleast so I think."