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Chapter Eighteen

Never in her sane mind Roseanne thought to kiss a man other than her childhood sweet heart.. Mr. Jungguk. She even imagined a whole fvcking series of fictions in her mind about how he would look in his twenties, how his features have developed now or even how his lips would feel on her body during making love.. ehmm but then again she isn't in her sane state at all.. she's totally wasted. And even if she's, it would never be a regret to have a moment with the world's most handsome bachelor and truly the best man alive on the earth.. Jungkook.

These few months are real roller-coaster for Roseanne. After she met this man.. her heart never stops somersaulting in her weak mediastinum, doing crazy things without consent. Her walls were always guarded up, for any man around the world always ready to bend on their knees and tie the nonexistent bond, but she never cared.. never for a sec. Call it her confidence or believe for whatever she has with him but she is persistent to wait a little more and more.. may be till her face becomes wrinkled and hair becomes similar to her creamy skin color.

But all these hard works and determination go in vain when this specific man shows up with his specific bunny smile and starts to make her feel like the center of his revolving point. His small gestures and typical protective behaviors do wonders in her heart and she loves that in all states of her consciousness. Like the time when she was dancing like some stripper on the pole or simply walking in public with her aphrodite like figure.. she never missed the criminal offensive looks he served to the people.. watching her with dirty interests.

Well, he never said it directly nor made any official statement about they have between them but people says 'a hint is enough for a wise person' and yeah she believes she's wise enough to know it by her heart.

The things they are doing now in each other's presence, dangerously screams hazards for their poor hearts. Well, who in their right mind shows interest in people who are already belong to some one else. She warned herself many times, that things could go worse between them, their friendship can get ruined for her little wish but who listens to whom.. her heart and mind seems the real betrayers.

And at this point, she can't hold back anymore. She yearns for the things he does to her.. whether it's a hearty smile, a longing look, conscious cares or unconscious possessiveness. His presence makes her comfortable and his company is surely a therapy. Without him things become pale and useless with no fun and no interest.

Gosh! she is losing her shit and this alcohol isn't helping either.. she wants to get more intoxicated.. more and more into him Huff!

She doesn't remember coming out of the bathroom or changing into his loose tee or even lying on the bed with him being this close to her face.. to her lips. Damn!

Can you blame her for imagining all sorts of illegal stuffs in her mind which has been red flagged through years in a corner. With that proximity, she can't take it but to feel his soft breaths tingling on her smooth skin and hands stroking her hair in the most innocently erotic way.. haha what a painful combo lol!!

Well, fvck the morals.. there she goes.. wrapping her limbs around his neck and smacking his lips with her plump ones in a most delicate kiss. The way she is taking the initiative is far better for a fresher, baby kisser like her and Thank God he's liking it and responding with equal passion. She doesn't expect him to give in that easily.. cause the last time things got messed up and he left with a single Sorry.

Disappointed would be an understatement she felt that night.. cause that was happened to be her very first one after their separation. It hit her self esteemed and confidence.

Is she not attractive? May be there was some fault in her mouth wash? Did she smell like some ragy doll.. Gosh! that would be really embarrassing but as per her head remembers.. she has used her favorite vanilla body wash that day and she has been using it for quite a few months cause there is always chance of possible encounters with him lol!!