Gangster Play House 【ABO】

Chapter 12

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Kinn glared fiercely at the Porsche who suddenly made an attack, his chest was heaving violently because of the intense entanglement just now or because of anger, and the white light above his head was shattered by his high browbones, leaving only the darkness that melted into those deep-set eyes. The eyes in the eye sockets, the white scleras are covered with ugly red bloodshot, full of puzzlement, anger, and gloom as they are pulled closer and pushed away.

Perhaps there is still a trace of injury and grievance that he doesn't want to be noticed.

He stood stiffly, with his back stubbornly straight, the original casual suit on his body was wrinkled, and his fair cheeks were flushed, like bright evidence, all of which were accusing Porsche of what he had just done offense.

At this moment, the culprit lowered his head like a coward, resting his palm on his forehead, looking very annoyed.

Guilt, self-blame, and deep disappointment with himself made Porsche dare not look at Kinn at all. They were obviously about the same size. Standing in front of Kinn at this moment, Porsche felt that he was as small as a weed compared to that tall figure. The clearer and hotter the eyes that seemed to say a thousand words, the dirtier and dirtier he will be, like countless needles piercing his whole body, leaving him naked with nowhere to hide, he just wants to find himself now a hole in the ground to hide.

Kinn's breathing was very heavy as if a heavy weight was pressed between each breath, his chest hurt, and then he tore it apart abruptly, revealing a naked heart dripping with blood. He stared fixedly at the Porsche, who was only a few steps away from him, but that ruthless man kept staring at the ground stubbornly, as if a piece of ground trampled by countless people was more beautiful than a living person like him, even if he had to stare like this Even when he was old, he was unwilling to give him even the slightest reaction.

Now, Kinn doesn't understand Porsche.

This man who combines the toughest appearance, the sharpest beauty, and the softest tears, is like a puppy, attracting Kinn willingly to fall into his beauty trap, like a budding rose, when Kinn finally finds him, blooming its most gorgeous petals. Kinn is very aware of and readily accepts the fatal allure of Porsche, but Porsche, what does he think? To be honest, Kinn doesn't feel confident answering now.

He would have thought he was sure, if not so quickly, but Porsche would eventually accept himself. Because from the very beginning, when the man looked at him, there were too many heavy feelings in his eyes, hidden surprise, and attachment. After watching for a long time, it would be like a rainstorm falling on the clear glass, casting a layer of ambiguous blur hazy. Kinn's heart which had been silent for too long just fell into the warm and affectionate spring water, so warm that his whole heart melted into a puddle of hot water, with wet steam coming out, and then he threw himself back to that place like a demon. The man's body wrapped around him, trying to soften all the sharp thorns all over his body.

Porsche has feelings for him, otherwise, such a strong man would not hug him subconsciously in a panic, but if he has feelings, why did Porsche push him away in the end?

Kinn knew very well that the man in front of him had experienced too much, but the cold text on the document had reached a shocking level, and Porsche had an alpha that permanently marked him, even if Kinn didn't want to admit it, this was a fact. He prepared enough patience and gentleness to walk into the scarred heart of Porsche, and it did work, as evidenced by the increasingly relaxed performance of Porsche in front of him. It's just that Porsche's elusive attitude, even if Kinn has a strong heart, will find it unbearable after many times.

Kinn's stomach was full of overwhelming sadness, the stalemate was too long, and Porsche was still unwilling to look at him, which made his throat rise after a wave of bitterness, permeated to the base of his shrunken tongue, and spread to the entire mouth.

He can choose to be angry, he can turn all the unspeakable feelings into anger and throw it back on Porsche's face, then grab his shoulders and ask him loudly why he broke his heart, at least today, he has the right to do so. After receiving Thomas' inspection report secretly obtained by the bodyguards, he didn't even take time to eat, and he drove here for several hours at the risk of being discovered, not to see Porsche's cold face.

Just looking at the sunken cheek and seeing the blue and black under the eyes of the Porsche his throat couldn't say anything serious. It's only been a week since they saw each other, and Porsche has lost a lot of weight. His body, which was originally covered with lean muscles, was as thin as a piece of paper, but he didn't seem to notice it.

How could he be like this?

The powerlessness and frustration he had never experienced made Kinn almost gnash his teeth, his well-defined jaw stretched into a sharp straight line, like cutting a knife and an axe. If he looks carefully, he will find that the masseter muscles on both sides are twitching slightly. This was the first time he encountered a situation where he might be separated from the one he loved. Even though he pretended to be calm on the outside, he was panicked in his heart, and such a thin and distant Porsche was undoubtedly worse. Kinn didn't know what to do. For a moment, there was an unspeakable hatred in his heart. He hated Porsche and hated himself. He wanted to shatter everything now.

Kinn was frightened by his thought and shook his head quickly to cheer himself up. That's not his Porsche, he doesn't need a Porsche that loses himself.

Kinn still kept staring, but the viciousness and cruelty in his eyes were gone, and the compromise and almost pampering helplessness were slowly rippling in those deep eyes like water lines, even though there was still a touch of sadness, also quickly settled under the calm water surface.

Kinn finally took a deep breath, as if he wanted to suck all the negative emotions that would pop up accidentally back into his stomach, and when he was the only one left, he held it in his palm again, digesting slowly. He looked away as if nothing had happened, but he was still peeking out of the corner of his eye, noticing Porsche's slumped shoulders in an instant, and his heart twitched again, with a faint sourness flowing out. But he decided to ignore it, and just took a step back silently, lowered his eyes, tightly covered the dangerously throbbing glands at the back of his neck with his hands, and turned to leave.

"I'm going to change the barrier sticker." He prepared more words on the way here, but he can keep them for now, and wait until there is a chance in the future when Porsche wants to listen, and then slowly tell Porsche.

It wasn't until Kinn's voice fell completely that the Porsche, who still didn't dare to look up, was reconnected to the power supply like a rusty machine, and looked at the lonely and embarrassed figure walking in the middle of the long corridor with a stiff head. His heart was trembling, and he couldn't help but chase after him for a few steps, but suddenly froze in place as if his brain had crashed in the next moment, clenched his fists tightly, and pinched his sharp nails into his palms.

Porsche, stop, you can't hurt him anymore.

His lips were pursed into a tight straight line, looking at Kinn who was getting further and further away from him, his eyes seemed to be glued, stuck to the back of the coming and going, and he couldn't move away. Only at this moment, Porsche finally dared to take a bold look at Kinn, at his sculptural figure, at his fiery heart.

I'm sorry... Porsche said silently in his heart, biting his soft lower lip with his teeth, biting out a bright drop of blood.