Chapter 19

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In the days that followed, the atmosphere between Kinn and Porsche became somewhat tense.

According to regulations, the PICU can make a phone call once a day to inquire about Thomas' condition. In just a few minutes, the ordinary "stable condition" will become Porsche's consolation for the next day. On 17 and 18, the days of fear were suddenly free, and they could not go out at will, but they were relatively silent for a lot of time.

It was not a deliberate cold war. The etiquette that should be followed before and after meals has not been forgotten, but the atmosphere is always a little weird. However, in a confined space of more than 20 square meters, the cold air that will turn white when you step out is like a thin frost outside the window. You can't see it clearly, but it cuts your face piece by piece. The source of the cold air is mainly from Kinn. That deep and fair handsome face has one way of smiling and another when not smiling. Porsche occasionally peeks at him, and when he sees that sharp side face with sharp lines like a knife, he will die down and be discouraged.

They are not like husband and wife (although they are pretending), but like co-tenants who have never known each other and live together, maintaining their superficial politeness awkwardly.

Porsche was a little distressed, he didn't like the sense of alienation emanating from Kinn, who felt so far away despite being close at hand.

But he couldn't make up his mind.

Where the crux lies, Porsche is very clear. Between Kinn and him, Kinn has already shown it clearly. Where the two of them will end up, all depends on his will. But his heart is a mess, Mile is the scar on his heart that has not healed for a long time and is still bleeding, Thomas is the eyeball he can't part with, but what about Kinn? What was Kinn to him?

How should he define this man who broke into his world like the wind, this man who looks very similar to Mile, this man who touched him the most in the shortest time? He always thinks not to hurt Kinn, but not responding doesn't mean it doesn't exist, and it won't make love go away. He should understand better than anyone that love is like wildfire. It will burn more and more vigorously and farther away until it hits the south wall with a bloody head and still does not turn around. Porsche is not a rock that can't be warmed up, nor is it truly hard-hearted. Even if Kinn treats him and Thomas with care and consideration, Porsche remembers every bit of it in his heart even if he doesn't say it.

He just wasn't ready yet, but he didn't think that in many cases, silence itself was a kind of injury.

The cheap apartment uses a communal kitchen. It is said to be a kitchen, but it is a small stove embedded at the end of the corridor. It is just enough for one person to turn around, and two people have to squeeze through sideways. Fortunately, there is only they often live in one room, which is used as their kitchen.

Both of them are not very good at cooking. Porsche used to be a prodigal son, and all he thinks about in his heart are passionate ambitions. The only dish he can get is coconut chicken, but no matter how delicious it is, he can’t eat it all at once. What's more, the ingredients for the coconut chicken must be fresh, and they only go out to buy once in a few days, so it's impossible. Not to mention Kinn, although he is not spoiled, he is a young master who has lived for more than 20 years. He can chop vegetables and drench them with water.

But there is always food to eat. Porsche thought about it and downloaded a bunch of cooking videos from the Internet. He learned one every day, and Kinn became his only guinea pig.

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