Strange Motions

Lost

I hate my parents. I hate them because they are always away and drinking Liquor all the time! I just want a normal life for once. The only place I actually fit in is at school. My boyfriend who gets me and loves me no matter what, I think.

I put on a tshirt with leggings, I get
everything, the latest phone, trends and makeup but It feels like it wasn't enough. I was missing something. Love. I do have love from Jacob but just not actual love like caring love. You know like parent love or someone who actually gives a shit about me. But I'll never have that.

I headed down but don't eat breakfast. What's there to eat? Beer?
My parents our gone means I walk to school. I go to Westside Escopal Highschool, I'm a senior. I'm graduating in 2 days.

I can't wait to get out of here. I spot Jacob with his football team howling like a pack of wolves. I pass by them but Jacob comes up behind wrapping me in his arms.

"Hey babe you good?" He kissed me on the cheek, "Ugh Jacob you smell like your drunk." I wiped my cheek.
"Hey I didn't ask for your opinion. My choice, my life." I looked at him with a broken heart. This is what I was talking about, no one gives a shit.

"Bye Jacob."

"Whatever Lilly you only care about yourself." Wow me? Really? You live the perfect life I dont! No one gets me ever. I walked in to the school and Moriah calls me out,

"Hey Mrs.Brumfield, we're graduating sooon....When are you going to do it with Jacob? He's been dyeing for you??" She said in a girlish voice.

"When I die." She laughed, "Good, your junk stays out of trouble." She winked at me. I love Moriah she is my life I tell you! She's always there when I need her or just be there when I see her. We walked down the hall and went to our first period.