Strange Motions

The Roadtrip

"Ow!What are you doing?!" I turned around to see Jacob with his eyes fierce. He took me right outside the auditorium near the lockers and slammed me into them.

" Who do you think you are lilly? Dream girl? How dare you call me out in front of everyone?! Huh?! Awnser me!" His voice got louder.

"Because I'm sick of you treating me like some piece of shit! I hate when you just use me for popularity and think your the shit to! But you know what Jacob? Welcome to the real world!" I yelled at him so loud he slapped me across the face. I looked at him shocked and he was shocked as well. I felt a Little blood running down my cheek. I felt my eyes filled with water.
 
"You scumbag!" I said out loud to him. I tried to walk away but he grabbed me from my wrist and twisted back again. I grunted and was frightened at his reaction.
 
"You know your not worth it. Your a worthless piece of shit! Do you here me? Your worthless!!" He looked at me deep into my eyes.
 
"Not to me she's not." I turned around and saw Jon.

"Let her go will ya? It's not right to abuse a girl the way your doing it. God doesn't like that now does he?" Jacob let go of my arm and I ran towards Jon behind him.

"Your messing with the wrong pal Frodo. If I were you I would back off. It's between me and her!"
"No it is my problem. You see I don't think it's right to hurt a girl like that. Especially on graduation. Now back off."
He turned around and walked off with me holding my hand. I turned around to see Jacob, he just looked plain confused.

Jon took me inside the guys bathroom. How romantic. I sat on top of the sink area, he grabbed a wet paper towel and went towards me to clean the gash on my cheek.
 
"Are you okay? I'm sorry I didn't make it in time to stop that. I was looking for you and then I lost you. Then I had to ask others, then Moriah." He said stressful.
I wanted lean in and kiss him so badly but I didn't have the guts. I hate myself for that.
 
"Im sorry...about Jacob by the way. He's my ex and he just gets out of hand when it has to do with the student body. I mean he's popular so yeah.....im sorry again."

I was shy and didn't know what the heck I was saying. I'm  so lost now with those sparkling eyes every time I see him. I blush alot and just stutter.

"Well there he said tossing the paper towel in the trash." I got up from the sink area and started walking towards the exit. Jon was right behind me walking out. We walked down the hall towards the school exit. I see my parents in the car waving for me to go.

"Listen Lilly," He swallowed those words. "I like you a lot....your amazing, beautiful and sweet. But I don't think we are meant to be."

My heart sanked, my breathe disappeared from my body. Like if someone was stopping me from breathing. I looked in his eyes and all I see was brown. Not sparkling brown anymore. My eyes they were filled with tears about to come down. But I would not let him see me like that. I looked away and hold evrything in. I felt so embarrassed and anger, buy why anger? Did he love someone else? Was she way prettier then me?

" Lilly........" He said softly. He grabbed my hands but I pulled them away. He just breathed out loud.

"I....," I croaked,"have to go." I was sniffling at the same time I said those words.
 
"Lilly....I," But I left out the door before he could finish. I got in the car and looked out the window. He was there alright but was looking down the flor with his hands tucked in his pockets. I looked away and grabbed my phone. I took out my headphones and turned the volume high on Taylorswift "Ours". I hated my life even now hearing his voice in my head saying, 'I don't think we're meant to be'. What the hell does that mean?

I felt even more dull now then before. My parents pulled up in the exit of the school about to turn.
I was lost in my music and fell asleep,but woke up from the car that crashed right beside ours. I spaced out after that.