The part of episode 53 where murtasim came to farukh house to check whether meerab is here or not
As he comes to the room to check meerab in the room, he felt devastated again to not find her there . This is the last home in this lane where he could find her in this area of malir . His heart is beating fast there a sudden wave of something precious is near him is engulfing him he felt uneasy as he pats his chest to let breathe which started to comes shallow . The more he tries to go from there the more he finds himself to get near her. His heart wants peace which he had been searching from past one months but nothing he gets in return , but as if this house had something of his part in it. He felt peace again the same calmness which he gets near her as he moves towards the window his heart beats fast he felt as if his meerab is there.
Meerab clutched her stomach tightly and gazed it emotionally no he can't meet her but she wants to him but he will snatch her baby and haya noo she don't want to go but a father is necessary for the baby survival she all her 25 years of life gets it and blossomed in her father care and love that wound is only the biggest wound for her for whole life truth destruction of her life , her baby their baby needs father but he will doubt her she is not with him from past one month her mind is filled with these thoughts and her heartbeats races as she listens his footsteps nearing.
As she comes from backgate she don't know when she left it open. He moved out and goes from there not able to stand more he moved out as he listens the office voice informing about the empty house. He sees again that man which he met few days ago , his eyebrows frowned as he sees him scared and sweating. Brushing his thoughts away he moves to go out from there but as he started to move a paper had been stuck under his feet and he sees man gulping in fear more.
He took out the paper and opened it carefully the words as he read his eyes widen in shock and he felt like blacking out . The content made his heart beat fastly and made his Palm sweaty, a flicker of anger comes in his eyes as giving a last glance to him he runs again to the room and now he had find her , but as she feels someone behind her she feels like someone took her breathe out and she felt hollow in her heart. He is standing there in his all glory the red eyes with a crushed paper in his hands and he felt his eyes soften as he gazed her more. But as he sees her hand on her stomach he gritted his teeth again and his hand turned into a fists. Locking the door with a loud bang he called bakhtu to handle all the staff outside and let that farukh capture in their area till he comes.
Her heart paces and before he could come near her she tries to run away again from the backdoor which is open. As he grabbed her hand she stops and pulled her towards him as an instinct her hand comes to rest on her stomach again. He hugged her tightly first though he wants to keep his tears in check but having her in his arms all thoughts vanished from air and he just hugged her tightly feeling her presence after a month his heart at the ease. His breathe became normal as he breathe her in again her natural scent calms him down , meerab wants to push him and run from there but as he hugged her she could not help but wrapped her arms around him and nuzzle her face in his chest more his eyes dropped water ok her face and she feels more hurt as she already was. She tries to free herself but he was reluctant to leave her but hold her from waist. His eyes softly scanned her face and she closed her eyes letting a soft sigh from her mouth. Dropping a soft kiss on her forehead he whispered her name
" meerab..." Her heart raced as she listen her from his mouth unknowingly she craved more to hear it in these month she wants to hug him and let herself sunk down in him so that she will never find herself other than him but the circumstance and her agony made her take such harsh steps so that she lost all herself in that neither she can find herself nor she can give anyone any peace to anyone. Seeing her a watery smile came on his face and he tries to reach to her more but as he sees her hand on her stomach still his mind again thought about the report which he read before his jaw clenched sensing a little tight hold on her wrists she opened her eyes and seems his red eyes making her gulp down the saliva.
" kyu..." He breathe near her neck as he gazed in her eyes angrily and clutched her shoulders tightly
Her eyes dripped water from them but she didn't able to meet his intense gaze and tries to free herself
" bohot bhaagna hogaya Mrs. Khan abb ghar chale mere baache ko aaram ki jaroorat hai..." He said softly near her ear
" mujhe kahi nhi Jaana..." she whispered but felt a sudden wave of relief as she realized he didn't question about child identity but what if he did Will she able to take more pain as she already felt the question will be the death of more and she will die there to even raised such a question on her character. The baby is the sweet fruit of her reunion with her husband whom her heart started to adore and she could not forget him if he even thought about her like this.
" kyu bhaag rahi hoon , kiss gunha ki saza de rahi hon mujhe Aisa kya gunha kar diya Maine jiski saza kaat raha hoon main .., aur ye " He showed her the crumbled report in his hand " Mrs. Khan pregnant 6 weeks test positive..." iske baad bhi tum yaha rehna door rehna chahti hoon kyu meerab kyu kya gunha mera ya mere baache jo vo ye saza kaate.." He lost his mind as he grabbed her arms . Listening him she could not control herself more and pushed him hard making him lose his balance and she eyed him angrily
" Mai saza de rahi hooon , apne baache ko murtasim tumne mujhe iss layak tak nhi choda ki main khudko paa sako meri jindagi mera sab kuch khatam hogaya mera wajood mere sapne ., sabkuch uss raat Maine khudko tumhe sopke sabse badi galti ki thi sabse badi galti thi vo meri..."
He felt shocked listening her he knew somewhere that she regret that night and that's why she left but he never thought that she thought so low for that night that she is even ready to punish her baby in this situation.
' itni nafrat kyu hai tumhe mujhse , meri mohabbat mein kya kaafi nhi hoon jo har baar tum mujhe itna merj nazro main Gira deti hoon ki uth bhi nhi pata hoon aur bhoolo mat meerab jo Hua uss raat usmein hum dono ki razamandi thi .."
" maine galat uss raat ko nhi tumhe kaha hai tumhare uss dhoke ko kaha hai jo tumne haya ke saath milke mujhe diya hai maine shohar hone ke haq nhi diya to tum aur haya murtasim ye thi tumhari mohabbat.., mohabbat intezaae mangti hai sabr aur vishwas mangti hai lekin tumne aankho ki thandak ke liye mera aitbaar hi tod diya nafrat karti hoon apne aap se ki mohabbat ho gyi thi aise shaqs jo pehle hi kissiki mohabbat main girafatar tha ..."
Before she could say more he grabbed her from waist and kissed her roughly pouring all his anger and pent up emotional frustration in it.
I am sorry for late update but will try to update the other ff too soon pls wait for sometime till you can give your opinion on this will update the second part tomorrow..thank you for all the love and kind words on my writing ✍
