The kiss turned passionate as he kissed her roughly taking away her breathe as she gasped for air their needs sated and she breathe heavily his darks are soft as he caress her hairs and she stares him with teary eyes .
" tumhe sachmain lagta hai uss raat ke baad bhi ki main haya se pyaar karta hoon, meerab tumhe kaise yakeen dilao ki main haya se nhi sirf tumse tumse mohabbat karta hoon Maine kaha tha mujhe mohabbat sirf ek baar ho sakti hai aur vo sirf tumse hui hai sirf tumse ..." He said softly as he caress her hand
Meerab didn't said anything and sits on the bed while he followed and sit beside her as he tries to find any reaction from her
" kya karun main bolo , kya karun tumse mohabbat karo yaa nafrat karu ..main maan leti hoo tum jo keh rahe ho sach hai lekin murtasim mere sawalo ka jawab do pehle haya abhi bhi uss ghar mai..." she asked straight looking into his eyes
He hesitantly nods his head not able to match her gaze , she let out a sarcastic laugh
" aur phir kehte ho haya meri cousin hai , Maryam jaisi hai ..tum jaante hona ye sab jo bhi hai sab sirf uss haya ki wajah se Hua tha uss raat humare beech sabkuch haya ki wajah se Hua
Aur batao tumhe kyu Shaq Hua mujhe tum dono pe kyunki tumhari haya ne mujhse ye kaha thaa jab tum chale gaye ki mjhe tumne haasil kar liya hai to abb vo tumhari hai saare maiyno main tum uske saathi ho mere to sirf naamke shauhar ho ...batao na ye sab konsi biwi bardash karegi humne kabhi bhi ek dusre par bharosha nhi Kiya humesha jab chaha ek doosre ko galat theraya uska fayda rohail haya malik zubair sabne uthaya ...murtasim you know what main Kyu nhi aana chahti thi tumhare pass apni pregnancy ke baaf bhi kyunki mujhe dar tha ki mere baache jo pichli baar haya ke mutabik nhi tha vo iss baar Mar jaata paida hone se pehle tum log usse nikaloge nhi aur main waha safe nhi hoo...that's it .." while saying this a lone tear escape her eyes and she turned her face in other direction fisting bedsheet in her hands
Murtasim looked stunned listening how haya mainuplate all situation and in his own grief he didn't said anything as after that night he firsts wants to clear misunderstanding with her , he didn't matter what did haya wants to do or not but he don't know the actual cause behind her leaving is haya and when she said how their child is unsafe in his own home under his premises he felt helpless incapable to provide safety and warmth to his own wife and child his own little family who means world to him he can't express how happy he is to know that she is pregnant with his child his meerab is going to be a mother , he is going to be a father in all this he didn't thought even why she left him he wants her to be in his arms relaxing and enjoying this phase but now all lienancy towards haya the bad mouthing of maa begum all comes to haunt him and he desperately wants to come out of this feeling
" agr abb main tumhare saath chali bhi jauna, to waha tumhari haya aur maa begum sabse pehle mere baache ki paidaish pe sawal uthayegi mere character pe sawal uthayegi Kahi yahi naa keh de ki ye baacha tumhara nhi..."
She could not complete her sentence as he shouted loudly ' ek shabdh nhi meerab, kaise bol sakti hoon tum aisa ye meri aur tumhari aulaad hai hum dono ki hai itna ghatiya main apne baache ke baare main kabhi nhi sun sakta kabhi nhi dare you to utter those words again .." He said darkly as he grabbed her arms but she didn't stop and the look in her eyes made him lose her hand and he feel like earth shaken under him this is true the way maa begum knows about rohail and haya they will create chaos half of the city had know about her missing the search had been made to every particular house in karachi to Hyderabad all place had been in chaos since one month he gulped down as he with a thud sat down on bed and didn't dare to look in her eyes which is accusing him
" suna Maine kaise tumne har jagah mujhe dhoondhne ke liye force rakh rakhi hai sab suna par ye bhi jaanti ho ki tumhe lagta haj main rohail ke saath bhaag gyi chii murtasim chiii...uss din apne aapko sopa uske baad bhi tunhe lagta haj main kissi aur ke saath bhagungi mujhe to bhare bazar main ruswa kar diya tumne..." she said with a disgust tone in her voice and he could not control more
" meri mohabbat ki toheen mat Karo, main marte Mar jaunga lekin tumhe ruswa nhi karunga .., meerab mujhe laga tha rohail ne tumhe gumrah kara hai aur mujhe laga tum uske saath ho par khuda kasam meerab mere dimag main jaanta tha agr mujhe tum naa bhi mili tabhi vo haq jo mera hai vo kissi aur ko nhi dogi meerab mujhe tumhari Chinta thi aur ye rohail wali baat sirf mere dost aur maa begum aur haya ko pata hai ...tumhe kisne bataya..."
' main Saba se milne gyi vaha uss chawkidar ne kaha ki tum aaye the aur rohail aur mere baare main poocha ., main thak gyi hoon murtasim naa mujhe tumpe vishwas sach kahu aur naa kissi aur pe mujhe apne baache ki chinta hai main nhi jaanti ki main tumhare saath rehna bhi chahti hoon ya nhi..." she whispered slowly as she lower her head down and he feels like ache in his heart
" tumhe lagta hai mere liye unn sabki izzat tumhare se badi hai meerab , mere liye tumhare se jaroori kuch nhi hai meerab kuch bhi nhi ..tumhe sach main lagta hai main tumhe aur humari aulaad ko mehfoos nhi rakh paunga meri jaan basti hai tumme meerab ..." He said in a broken voice as his eyes drops tears and she broke down in his arms as he wrapped her in his embrace
" main waha nhi rehna chahti murtasim., I don't know but main waha jaake apne baache pe khatra nhi daal sakti main tumhe bhi tunhare baache se door nhi rakhna chahti we need time.." she whispered
" Haya ko main apni tarah se dekhunga meerab usne jo bhi kiya uski saza usee milegi tum chinta Mat Karo Maine aajtak usse kuch nhi kaha kyunki behan samajhke jimmedari li thi uski aur uski izzat pe sawal uthte to humare khaandan ki Badnami hoti isliye sab maaf Kiya uski saza milegi usse ...mere wada hai par please yaha se chalo tumhari iss halat main tumhe akele nhi chod sakta please..."
" main kahi nhi Jaana chahti murtasim naa baba ke pass na tumhare pass mujhe waqt chahiye apne aapko samajhne ka baba kahenge nhi lekin chahenge jaroor ki main haveli chali jaun main nhi jana chahti..."
Murtasim though hesitated a bit but wants to convey that now only as it will cause problems only afterwards " chacha sahab nhi rahe meerab..." He softly said
Meeeab felt blank listening him as she felt frozen in her place the eyes feel lone as her mind couldn't calculate what he said she wants to shout on him about how he can say about that for her father her baba but seeing the uncertainty and pity in his eyes she felt her breathing stop as she gasped for air her baba is no more in this world she could not see him no her baba cannot leave her like this she felt her head moving she don't know when her eyes feel dark patch in front of them and she felt light after that
Murtasim panicked and tries to pat her cheeks not able to make her conscious he took her outside and asked bakhtu to drove to hospital immediately. The path filled with dread thoughts as he tries to make her conscious but the cold body made hjm gulped in fear " meerab aankhe kholo....meerab.."
He rushed with her in his arms and asked to call a gynac to Check on her holding her hand in his he caress her face holding his breathe he prayed for their safety as they rushed her to emergency room and he stood lifeless his happiness gets always sntach from him he feared today only few time before he knows about his child and now she is unconscious he sat with a thud on the chair there cursing in his faith and couldn't able to think more what will happen next
Please share your thoughts what do you want in next chapter ...
