I'll be your light! [ReaderxHetalia]

"(y/n)....."

"YOU IDIOTS!" you screamed. "IF YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT HIS PAST AND KNEW THE MEANING OF HIS WORDS THEN WHY WOULD YOU ASK THAT?!" you screamed. All countries stayed silent. Some were crying. Some were looking guilt.

"HE HURTED YOU!" Alfred yelled. You slapped him. He held his stinging cheek and looked at you coldly. His bright blue shining eyes turned dull and watery in seconds. The others looked at you disbelief. Even Matthew who looked more shocked than scared.

"DO YOU EVEN CONSIDER HIS FEELINGS!" you yelled. "WE ARE NOT HUMANS. WE CAN'T DIE. BUT WE CAN STILL FEEL. WE HAVE FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS LIKE EVERY OTHER COUNTRY! WE BEEN THROUGH WARS, DEATHS AND DEPRESSIONS OF OUR PEOPLE!" you cried even more.

"I'm going to find him and fix what you all have done!" you walked off. You walked, but their words repeated. Jogging. Sprinting. You ran away from them. Ivan was always thought as a murderer or an insane person. But they never approached him.

"IVAN! I'm not here to hurt you!" you yelled through the wind. As you walked you avoided the trees and the bushes. You ran so much that you went through a forest. Finally near dawn you see him standing.

"Ivan!" you smiled through tears you run towards him only to be stopped by him pointing a gun at you.

"Stop....." he stared at you with his dulled yet tired eyes. "Run"

"No I'm not running away!"

"Get away from me before I hurt you again!" he screamed pointing the gun furiously at you.

"I'm okay. I'm not hurt. If you keep this act up, you'll hurt me emotionally."

"Lies! I'm nothing but a monster!"

"So am I! So is America, Italy, Canada and all countries!" You took a step forward making him take off the safety pin.

"(y/n).....I don't want to hurt you anymore. You don't deserve to die.....but I do" Russia lifted the gun to his head and softly crying. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.I didn't mean it. I'm sorry that I hurt many." he whispered. You threw yourself towards him. He stayed silent.

"You're not alone anymore. I'm with you every step of the way." you hugged him tighter. Ivan let off a loud wail and dropped the gun along with dropping himself to your arms. He wails, sobs and cries while holding your waist tight.

"It's okay. Everything will be okay." you smiled softly while petting his hair and rubbing his back. It stayed like that for hours. Just you and Ivan. Not needing anyone's else presence but each others.