His body was so warm, yet he didn't breathe and his heart never beat. She knew it was just an insect thing, but she felt so lonely even though she was so close to him.
He was so silent when he was asleep, one would think he died. Shiva knew he was alive and in good health, but his lack of a heartbeat disturbed her beyond words.
She wanted to wake him up to force him to speak, or show her that she isn't alone, but he was tired and kind of deserved to sleep after doing all these stupid things for his children.
The silence made her anxious, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't shake the feeling of loneliness, she just wanted to know she wasn't alone.
Even though it didn't help much, she held his hand throughout the night. she loved him even if she wanted to hate him.
