"I Tried " (Jenlisa)(shorts Story)

chapter 07

Jennie's pov.

Its already after noon and we're still here in living room ,in Lisa's apartment, and guess what this duck is fell asleep again (sigh) but I need to wake her up ,we need to go to their mansion, I' miss my babies  huhu

"Lisa wake up "  huh infairness she woke up easily ,

"Emm sorry I sleep while we're talking "she said rubbing her eye ,aww so cute

"You always do " I roll my eye at her and she ask

"What time is it jen,?"

"It's already after noon ,"I answered

"Jennie about what we talk about early?" She ask but she's looking at her hand on her lap

"Lisa ,I'm so sorry but I can't,  "i said  and I also i can't look at her it hurt me seeing her in this situation, she's shaking because she's stopping her self from crying out loud ,
But I can't really give what shes asking ,

"Jen,please I'll wait until your ready to open your hurt for me again "she's now holding my hand

"Lisa you can be the father figure  to them without us being together please, "I can't give her a false hope ,it will hurt her even more ,and I don't want to fell the pain again ,the pain she cost,

"Do I really losing  the hope   jennie, just this last chance, please one last chance "
She pleased ,I really want to give her what she's asking but  I'm scared huhuhu

"Lisa I can't I'm sorry " I'm now in tears I  fell so bad, but I can't let my self suffering again ,

" I'm so sorry jennie for giving you those traumatic past, "she wipe her tears and stand up and speak again ,

"Just wait me a minute I'm just gonna fix my self and we're going to the kids" she give me a smile it didn't even reach her,but what I expect I just hurt her emotionally  , I just nod. At her and she go to her room

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We're now here Inside the car  ready to leave and I sit now at the  back ,and we never speak to each other again this is so uncomfortable and I felt so guilty ,I look at her I want to talk to but she speak first

"Jennie don't think I'm giving up already, because I won't, letting me or not I'm still going to Court you ,I know you didn't agree ,just let me ,if you already found someone one ,who you deserve,and if I'm sure that he will take good care of you and my kids I promise I won't bother you anymore,  " with her crack voice ,but still  give me a sad smile I just nodded at her  ,don't think I'm a heartless because I'm not I'm just protecting my heart.

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"Jennie were here "she open the car door for me and give her a smile

"Are you going somewhere,?" I ask her ,why because I saw her going back at her car

"Yeah but don't mind me " she give a smile a very genuine one ,whats with her ? A pew hour ago she's so broken ?nevermind I need to go inside i miss my babies,

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Lisa's pov.

I don't know what to do ,where to go I feel so lost ,do I really don't deserve a second chance ?  I've change a year ago
But I guess don't really deserve to have an happy ending,

I'm here in my cabin ,if I'm lost and don't know what to do,and if I want tobe alone,   I always coming here , emmm remembering our past,like how we become girlfriends,attest it can ease the pain I feel I while ago ,I know I don't have the right to demand to her ,because in the first place it's all my f*ck*ng fault for being a stupid jert ,asshole,
You can call me anything you want I deserve that ,
What im gonna do here ?I don't have anything huhuhu I think sleep can do right

I lai down in my bed while inhaling the smoke from my cigarette, yes this cigarette makes me calm ,

(opo Naka sigarilio habang Naka Higa ganiyan kapatid kO hahahaha )

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3rd person pov.

It's already 11pm but lisa didn't come home yet ,jennie got curious so she went to Mrs,manoban and ask

"Mom is lisa already here ?"she ask

"OH hey jen jen ,don't worry maybe she's in her office or she go to club again with her friends, don't mind her she's not baby anymore she has a baby already  "Mrs manoban said and laugh

"Emm ok mom I'm going to my room " she kiss her cheeks and go to the guess room .but she take a look to her kids first

It's already 2am but jennie is still wide awake, she can't sleep she's worried, to Lisa's behaviors at this afternoon when they came her  at the mansion ,and those smile is so different,

(over'think malala mare Sarap ng tulog nun )

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Jennie's pov.

What if something bad happen to her ,?

Or she got an accident because she's driving while she's drunk,? And whatif  she will forget her kid and me ? Oh no I can't what have you don't jennie Kim lisa please be ok ,come home safely I talk to you baby ,be ok please, the thought of her and maybe something bad happen to her is make me insane huhuhu I think I need to go to her company, but it's midnight,,huhu it's final I'm going to her company,

I just we're a cotton white t-shirt and cotton pants, it so cold out side ,I got surprised, and nervous when  mom speak,

"Jen jen where are you going at this time ?its midnight jen jen " I don't know how tell her that iwas planing to go to her daughter huhu

"Mom"

"Why is they're a problem honey "see ask softly and hold both of my  hand

"Mom please I want to go too lisa ,please mom I'm going insane here "as I said I can't look at her I'm fell to embarrassed,

"But your not sure if she's they're honey, " she has a  point but where I'm going to look for you lalisa

"Yeah but mom I can I have her number please "I blush dammit  huhuhu

"Ok but please lets goo inside and let talk what you And that stupid ass, talk when you two alone at her apartment " huhuhu I don't know how tell her what we talk about ,I need to call her first

"I'll try to call her first mom then I'll follow you "

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Danm where  the hell out of you lalisa
 

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