Lisa's pov.
Were currently here in jennies house here at her room ,you dont know how happy I am after what jenne told me ,she said "she want fix what we need tO fix " i dont want tO waste this chance Hon I will give our twin a complete family, I don't want to promise but I will do it ,
"Hon" jennie called me and that make me blush ,I hide my smile before facing her ,god why I'm shy this what I want ,
"Yes" I can't look at her directly on her eye
"Hon can you look at me ,stop acting like a teenager ,your to old to blush " jennie said and roll her eyes
"Em hehe your calling me hon ,and im not use to it" I look at my shoe I can't look at i know I'm red as tomato
"Why don't you like it "jennie said
"No-no not that I don't want ,but you know it's been a year and I miss you calling me that ,it just I'm shy " I said and she chuckles
"Come here hon" she said and open her arms asking for hug ,
I'm curious what with this behavior of her I don't get her ?
I just come near where she sit and she hug me .
"I miss you hon ,sorry if i was so harsh to you " she said and hug so tight as If her life is defend on me .
"Hon you don't have to say sorry it was all my fault, and I know I've cause thet trauma and we're here to fix everything right?" I said and she broke the hug ,and look at me and give her gummy smile ,gosh I miss those smile of her
"Let start with chaeyuong hon,so you can stop being jealous " she said and chuckles I just nodded to sign her to continue
"When you left our appointment I was so mess,devasteted,every corner of that house is remind me of you , I don't know what do anymore that time ,I want to drink but I can't I don't want to harm our baby , yes I know was pregnant that time" jennie stop and sigh
"I remember that was our anniversary? And you said you have something to tell me ?" I ask ,Yes I remember that
"Yes hon ,but after you broke up with me I decide not tell you ,I'm sorry hon for hiding it to you ,it just I don't want to hold you back hon,"she said how selfless she is and I was a jark she let me go even it was killing her emotionally .
"I'm sorry hon for causing you so much pain ," that the only word I can say , this time I was the one who hug her ,I want her to feel that I won't leave her/leave them again
I stay silence and look it look like it's hard for her to continue,
"Hon please don't blame your self every things happen for a reason Okey " she touched my cheeks I just take her hand and kiss them.
"Hon, I know you don't want to remember those day ,but if you can't hon ,then don't atlest we're trying to fix our family right,?" I know she' struggling a lot ,
"Okey hon I would only tell you how me and chaeyuong meet ,so that you can stop your jealousy "jennie said and laugh
"After a month of suffering emotionally, I tried to kill my self ,I'm so sorry hon ,it was the worst decision I've Done ,it just that I don't know what to do with my life and I don't want tO bother my mom,i dont know where to go "I'm already crying and she's sobbing so hard I just hug her ,god what I have done I put them in that situation, I cry silently
"I tr-ied to co-m-m-it a su-ici-de, and i feel like so-me-one is whis-pering me to jump ,be-cau-se if di-e i am free f-rom suf-fe-ring, i know i wasn't at the rigt mind that time ,then im ready tO jump ,And then there was chaeyuong, she stop me ,from ju-m-ping on the brid-ge hon oh god"she cry really hard
What I have done I choose my happiness over them ,while I'm enjoying my time to her ,and their was jennie and my child almost died I can't blame her Jennie is very fragile woman I've known but I choose to hurt her ,yes I consider it that iwas my choice, what if there's was no chaeyuong, my God.
"Hon I'm so so-rry for being careless I al-most ki-ll your child" jennie said
"Hon I'm the one who's suppose to say sorry my sorry will never enough hon , it was all my fault stop blamingyourself, "I said and kiss her head
"Hon after that incidents,Chae bring to her clinic yes she own a clinic she is an OB-GYN ,she found out I was pregnant ,she thought I wasn't aware that I was pregnant "she said she already calmdown from her breakdown.
"After that she insisted to be my OB too and to make sure not do something stupid again ,she ask me about the father of my child ,but I wasn't ready that time and she respect that , I told her that I only have my mom but I'm not ready to face her ,and then she insist again to stay at her house, I didn't agree at first ,she said she's living alone ,her girlfriend was currently in another country and her parents is living in Australia, so I agree because I was no where to go ,Yes hon she has girlfriend that time and her wife now ,so stop your jealous ass." She said giggles at the same time , I will say sorry to her and thank her personally.
"And after a week of staying at house I deside to tell mom about what happen tO us and I'm having a baby,thankfully she accept me without judging me" jennie said
"And after pew a month I was so happy to find out I was carrying a two boy , and we get along , become a close friend ,and I finally meet her girlfriend " jennie said
" sorry hon for treating her that way ,I just can't stop my self ,don't worry hon will apology to her ,so let me meet her and her wife " I she chuckles
"Yes sure hon "she said and kiss me near on my lips ,god this woman will cause of death of me
"So hon were ok now ?" I ask
"What do you think monaban" she stand up and sit again but not where she seated ,but to my lap and put her arms in my shoulder,our lips are almost touched, my goodness ruby Jane
"H-on the kids y-e-ah the kids "god lalisa stop what your thinking she's just teasing you
"Why your so red and sweating hon, are you okey ?" she whisper
"Are you seriously asking me that question ruby jane ,isn't it obvious?" I ask her back and put my hands on her waist , she laugh so hard and stand up
"Calm that little one of yours manoban I was just teasing you " she laugh and added
" and you right the kids are waiting for us " she hold my hand and make me stand before hug me and whisper
"Not that fast hon ," she giggles I know she's injoying what I look right now
"Yeah not a good joke hon you know " I pout and i kiss the side of her head and embrace her tight, it's a really bad joke but it's OK I can handle and I respect her ,
"I'm sorry "she said in a law voice
"Na it's OK hon I'm Okey I can handle , so let gO to pick up the boys ," I said
"Yeah let's gO hon " she said and peck in my lips I just give her a wide smile ,
Boring yeah I know 😴
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"I Tried " (Jenlisa)(shorts Story)
Fanfictionbelieve me i tried to love you im so sorry -L what do you mean you tried ?so your saying you never love me ?-J Shorts lng tO gustO kO lnG manakit ,if your not comfortable, your free to skip the story Bye bye
