"I Tried " (Jenlisa)(shorts Story)

chapter 010

Lisa's pov.

After making her calm I made her her sit down on her bed ,she just quite and looking down on floor ,maybe she realize what she has done ,I held her hand before I speak,and  thankfully she didn't react she just let me,

"Hey are you ok" she nodded but still looking down . I got panic when she start to sobbing,

"OH my God, jennie "I hug her tightly and she hug me back ,what's wrong with her how can we talk now if she will just cry like a kid here ,it wasn't my fault  why she's like this right ?

"Are you tire of me again lisa "she ask in low voice while crying ,

"Lisa what I have done ,?why your avoiding me ,and you always reject me when i want tobe with you and the kids ,"

she break the hug and wipe her tears it' break my heart seing her in this situation and this is because of me again ,i remember how i left her before, I don't know my plan can effect her like this,I'm about to speak but she speak again ,

"You can go now ,don't mind me I'll be fine "with her sad tone ,I didn't speak and i just look at her ,she lay down again and cover her self, and now she's shaking . I laid beside her and hug her from the back  what I have done .

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Jennie's pov.

I don't know what to feel anymore ,I just remember how she left me and choose her over me ,I can't this is to much to handle ,I expect that we can fix our family  and give my kids a completefamily ,but why it was so easy for her to give up on me (crying silently)

I feel her back hugging me ,but I was so weak to reach ,I just let her ,

"Please just leave lisa ," I weakly said

"I'm not going to leave you in this state jennie " she said

"OH come on lisa you can do that "  I'm not being gentle but I'm so weak

"I can't do that jen ," she said softly

"Ofcourse you can ,like what you did before right ,just leave and you can bring the kids " I said I don't want to bring  the past  but I can't stop my self anymore ,and she break the hug and left my room ,thats when I break down again

After a munites of crying ,I feel like my breath stock in my throat ,why it's so hard tO breath ,

"Mom ! Mom ! Mom !" And my door open and I see the panic in my mother's ayes

"O my good what happen baby " she ask panic is visible in her voice

"Mo--m w-a-t-er "the word I uttered and she rush out in my room

"Here's your water ,careful"i drink the water and my mom hug me and shes crying silently ,

"I'm ok now mom "I said to her and she break the hug and look at me

"What happen baby?" She ask

"Nothing mom,I thought your in your work ," I change the topic

"Oh I just got home baby ,and why your alone I thought your going out with the kids ?"she ask and added

"Baby ?"I didn't answer I just shut my mouth I'm not in the mood to talk about what happen earlier, not now ,and I feel like I want to sleep I feel so tired ,

"Ok have you eaten already?" She ask again I just shake my head as no

"Ok wait me I'm going to cook your favorite, you can sleep now ,I'll just wake you up baby "she said and kiss my forehead before head outside, I'm so sorry mom

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Mrs Kim pov.

I don't know what happen baby but I'm not going to force you to tell me  what really happen ,I just remember before I left your so excited to spend you time with and the kids ,but there you are ,in you room ,crying mess,hopping I can take the pain you feel baby ,