In The Summers | markhyuck

twelve

( this chapter is a continuation of the last chapter. Also , the italicized words are someones thoughts , remember that )

Haechanie chanchan

Anyhoo, I need to go on with my life
seen at 4:17 pm

Bye
seen at 4:17 pm

Oh okay
seen at 4:18 pm

Haechan had a smile on his face , not realizing it , mark came in the room. " Babe" he just stood there by the door , looking at his boyfriend who's on his phone

Haechan looked up , seeing mark. " Yes? " The boy hummed , putting phone away

Mark came closer and sat down next to him , lying his head down on haechans lap , looking at him , admiring haechans features , " are you sure about this?"

Haechan already started running his hands through marks hair, while having a concerned look on his face , he asked " about what? The pregnancy?"

Mark nodded and he asked " when did you have the surgery to be pregnant?"

" My dad forced me to get it when I was young. He was mad that I was a boy cause he wanted two daughters so he made me get the surgery. It's a long story , I'll tell you the story when you have time " haechan continued running his fingers through marks hair , combing it with a small smile on his face

" I want two kids , maybe three " mark looked at haechan , strong eye contact

" Maybe three or two will do " haechan chuckled a bit , removing his hand from marks head as mark is starting to fall asleep

" No , continue please " mark made haechan run his fingers through his hair , as it was soothing to mark

" Why?" Haechan asked

" Because it helps me sleep and it's soothing " Mark just gave up on trying to stay awake so he slept

Haechan always liked seeing mark sleep , not a creepy way , he just loves to see mark sleeping

Mark too , liked seeing haechan sleep, his plumpy lips pushed out and the cheeks get a bit bigger. Just everything about haechan makes mark smile , same for haechan

Haechan continued running his fingers through marks hair, just thinking and slowly but surely , a frown started to form on his face

I mean mark wants two or three kids but do I also want the same amount of kids? Having kids is big commitment and there is no return policy on kids , so this is something I need to decide quick.

My time allowing to abort is about to finish , so I need to make a choice but I need marks opinion on it too. dang , this is hard! Maybe I shouldn't have never gotten pregnant anyways....

maybe it was right for me to be pregnant or maybe not. I don't know what to do. I'm frustrated

Haechans friends and mark always have his back , through thick or thin. But he's friends always give the best advices just as he remembered what they said to him

" What if I get pregnant? If I can " haechan sat down on the couch

" I mean you can cause you had the surgery , right?" Jaemin asked

" Yeah " haechan nodded

" So if you can and if you want too , then have a baby " ten was once again , drinking his tea