You were my best friend. I never wanted to be apart from you. I should've noticed it sooner. I was always so touchy with you and I never knew why. It took over 7 years for me to realize why. I liked you. At that age, I didn't know it was possible for me to like a girl. I didn't know why I always wanted to be with you. I didn't know why I was so touchy with you. I didn't know why I always wanted to sleep next to you at my birthday parties. I didn't know why I was so comfortable around you. I didn't know why I was always jealous when you hung out with other people. I didn't know why I wanted to be with you more than your sisters, or even my other friends. You were the only person who I allowed to FaceTime me. When I found out you were moving schools to go to a private school after 5th grade, I remember being so hurt by it. you were my best friend and you were leaving me. I had never cared about someone like I cared about you. We stopped talking. You stopped talking to me. When we would run into each other, your family would say hi to me but you avoided me. It hurt. It still hurts. I miss you so much. I wish you were still in my life.
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To My Crushes
RomanceReally exposing myself here... There is a little message to almost everyone I've liked throughout the years. Everyone will be kept anonymous for privacy reasons. Enjoy :)
