Always You. (Softwilly x Reader)

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(Y/n) pov

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Later on that night I was just laying in my bed, trying to fall asleep. I found it extremely difficult as I had been replaying the events of the day over and over again in my mind. The way Nick looked at me, what Isaac said before I got tossed in the pool, Isaac saving me, and Nick's jealous look. It was all too much. I decided to go out on the balcony that was attached to Nick and I's bedroom to calm my thoughts. I sat on a sun chair, enjoying the relaxing breeze of the night. I jolted up when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to find Isaac standing behind me with a sheepish grin.
"Sorry (Y/n), didn't mean to scare you. Mind if I sit for a while?" I shrugged and he took that as his sign to sit down. Obviously I wouldn't usually mind just hanging out with him like this but everything that's happened recently has complicated things a lot. He pulled a joint out of seemingly nowhere and motioned for me to take a hit. I happily complied and grabbed the joint from his hand. I placed it in my mouth as he held his lighter to the end. I blushed as he did this, finding it weirdly romantic. I inhaled deeply, savoring the warm feeling inside of my lungs. I was a lightweight when it came to weed so I regretted taking that big of a hit instantly. I laid back in my chair, stretching out a bit and trying to get comfortable. I watched him take a hit of his own and smiled. It felt perfect being out there with him in the moment, not having to think about anything other than the high starting to hit me and the breeze blowing my hair out of my face slightly. I looked at Isaac only to find that he was staring at me. I stared back, not daring to break the intense eye contact we had just made. After a few seconds of silently gazing at each other, I saw his eyes flicker to my lips. I leaned in slightly, caught up in the high and the way he was looking at me. He finally closed the shrinking gap between us, kissing me passionately. 

I pulled away hastily. "Isaac, I..." I trailed off, not knowing what I even wanted to say. 
"(Y/n), I have feelings for you. And I think you feel the same." I looked at the ground and bit my lip firmly. Everything was happening so fast, and I felt like I was drowning.
"I-... I think I need some time to think about this Isaac." I didn't dare to look at his face, I couldn't bear to see the heartbreak I'd obviously caused. 

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(Nick pov)
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Larry, Tanner and I were playing darts downstairs when I decided to invite (Y/n) and Isaac. I hadn't seen them in a while, so why not see what they were up to? I hastily bounded up the stair and knocked on our door.
"Hey (Y/n), are you decent?" I didn't get a response to I opened the door slowly. I peeked my head in, scanning (Y/n)'s bed and not seeing her. My eyes eventually made their way to the glass door of our balcony. I was in just the right position to get the perfect view of (Y/n), kissing Isaac. I didn't stick around for much longer after that, quietly closing the door and walking away as silently as I could. How could I face them after this? I mean, one of my best friends kissing my other best friend that I'm in love with? How could they do this to me? My head swirled, trying to piece everything together. I thought (Y/n) and I had a connection. Maybe it was all in my head? I noticed something was a bit off with Isaac, but I didn't think it would be anything even close to this. Was this a serious thing? When were they gonna tell me? I was brought out of my spiral when Tanner and Larry waved their hands in my face.
"Dude, are you good? You walked down here with this look like you saw a ghost or something.", Tanner put his arm around my shoulder and led me to the couch. Larry came over and sat down next to me,
"Yeah man, and you were mumbling all this gibberish. What the hell happened up there?" At that point I felt like if I said anything, I would start crying. Deciding that I didn't want to worry my friends any more than they already were, I just shook my head and laid back.
"Tired.", I managed to squeak without bawling my eyes out. Blake eventually came down from his room and for the rest of the night the four of us watched anime together. (Y/n) and Isaac never came down, and I can't lie, I was spiraling again. Were they together right now? How is this gonna affect Isaac and I's friendship? I eventually passed out on the couch, still anxious and sad.

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(Y/n) pov
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Isaac quickly left after what I said, and I was left alone to think. If I'm being honest though, The last thing I wanted to do at that point was think. I took a long drag on the joint and closed my eyes, dreading having to face Isaac after what happened.

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Heyyyyyy everyone! Sorry for my prolonged disappearance. (Still shorter than the amount of time since Softwilly's last upload though so...) I still adore the groupchat, don't worry. (I even got the hoodie Nick released!)  I just haven't had a lot of time to write because of school. I'll be trying to write more soon. No promises though lol :) ALSO LTLVC 4 RELEASED??? HELLO