"i wonder is it true are you really mines?" IN WICH a girl gets stuck in a love triangle depending who she should end up with? Leo or Lee? she cant wrap around it who does she truly love? is it Lee, or Leo
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we went to the mall and- "hey lee?" Alyssa said "yeah?" i said as i looked down at my fries "i don't say this often but...thank you" as i heard that my eyes had rolled back to her face.
FLASH BACK⚠️
"what do you love her?" random dude said "what no..." i said "You sure you look at her weird?" he said "NO I F&#$ING DONT" i said in obvious annoyance "jeez your in lov-" he said but his sentenced was slowed down and muffled as a another of lee's goons slapped his mouth "sorry about him" another rando said as a nervous chuckle escaped his mouth
they're in the food court😘👍
"LEE!!"Alyssa screamed "nnononoonon NO!"i said as i realized my feelings "hey lee you ok?" she said in curiosity "im fine i uh gotta go see ya later i said as i held her face our eyes locked again i broke out of the somewhat trance and ran "hey listen love ya but i really gotta go! so uh bye!?" i said as i sprinted
LEE'S PHONE
stank ahh💀🙏🏼: why'd you leave?❤️
You: oh uh Alyssa?
stank ahh💀🙏🏼:yeah!
You: i'm going to your house i need to tell you something
stank ahh💀🙏🏼:ok lol
this matter is more than just little lol...
i drove to her house preparing for heartbreak i played blue hair by tv girl i know its emo but what can i do when i fell for someone who'd never love me back the door was unlocked? i went upstairs to her room until i saw blonde hair? Leo... they're talking? "of course it always been him" Leo said "no Leo its been you" she said softly putting her hands behind his neck resting them as they locked eye- "PSHFT" a noise was made was it...it was the flowers? sang heon's face turned bright red with anger alyssa then saw his black hair flowing softly he heard footsteps it was alyssa there she was in front of him "bitch..." i said "hm?" "BITCH!" sang heon screamed as he ran over to slap leo "ow?..." leo said "YOUR A FUCKING BITCH! AND IM NOT DONE WITH YOU ALYSSA IM NOT FUCKING DONE WITH YOU!" i said as the anger started to turn to sadness i sighed at my steering wheel looking at it sadly as a tear started to form.
i played the song
i fucking hate her
ALYSSA POV
"WTF?!" i said as i saw lee storm off "Listen Leo i love you but he's my friend" i said as i took his hand off my forearm and ran for him i saw him playing romantic homicide...damn he's really going through it i then saw a head turn towards me it was lee's i feel so bad so so bad " i walked to his car he rolled his window eyes puffy tears down his cheek i then heard words words i don't think i can unhear
"I miss the old me The happy me The smiling me The me that loved school The me that wasn't tired The me that loved going outdoors The me that would take every opportunity to do something The me that loved everything The me that wasn't hurt The me that wasn't bothered about looks The me that didn't have crushes The me that didn't care about anything The me that was friends with everyone in their class The me that could speak to everyone The me that didn't overthink everything The me that could look at their arm The me that didn't think about their actions The me that wasn't a stranger The me that could make the first move The me that wasn't rude and horrid The me that didn't care about how i felt The me that wouldn't care about something so small The me that was a child The me that played with everyone" lee said he said as he looked me with the saddest expression "i liked you a lot so much Alyssa so much but i get it.it was never me wasn't it? it was always Leo i never had a chance did i? speechless? well bye forever" he said trying to smile "NO NOT BYE!" i said as i ran to the side of his car and jumped in "listen Alyssa i don't want more pai-" he couldn't say anything i kissed him "you wanted me to be Leo right?" he said "ye-no yeah... LISTEN IM REALLY SORRY!" i said but he looked at me with a hateful look "go to him...it'll never be me right so? we'll just stay as friends" he said "yeah..." he said looking down at his thighs he flinched as the door closed "i ran towards the house and saw Leo he looked angry? "why?...WHY'D YOU KISS HIM?" he said with obvious anger in his eyes and voice "listen we were talking things out" i said As i heard a deep chuckle from the man i love as he held my forearm "listen i love you more then words can explain so listen please! i said "alyssa talking doesn't involve kisses so if that's how you talk then let's talk."
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no smut bc i love you all and you don't deserve your childhood stripped away like mines
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