𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌?

chapter 2

and there we were...staring at each other I was in shock 'oh my god..' I said in my head what the hell was wrong with me?! god damn it... ugh I can't keep this awkward silence I must-

"hey" he said "hello!" I said feeling my cheeks become a Rosey pink " what school do you go to?" "oh me?"𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘴, "I go to Stony Brook high" he laughed a little 𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘴 cool..- "I'm going there next week" he grinned cheekily "I'm having a sleepover but want to come over tomorrow" "sure see ya tomorrow "he said in such a raspy voice god damn what am i thinking god he's just so... and i love him for it NO I DON'T,I LIKE TOBEY MAGUIRE! Ive been watching too many boyfriend Asmrs to be attracted to that voice...god get a grip Alyssa Judas Ray just rest it'll be over tomorrow OH GOD WE'RE MEETING TOMORROW did i develop a crush for him?...god damn DAMMIT!😭

𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒚

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it was 8:48 i was getting ready the girls were already having breakfast, i put on a brown checkered vest, i put on my brown coat and gloves, a black shoulder bag with denim jeans and put on my black autumn boots i got for my 14th birthday

i went downstairs and jazzy drove us to dairy queen i went to get our order and my heart stopped when i saw who was working there...my neighbor?! i almost screamed but i controlled myself and proceeded with my order god i just wanted to kiss his soft skin and lips WHAT AM I THINKING?! GOD DAMN IT ALYSSA GET A GRIP AND JUST ORDER! "uhm..hey i uh can i get "one chocolate and two vanilla's" i said feeling a little flustered. "sure that'll be 21.38" he said huskily 'jesus Alyssa your so god damn awkward' i whispered under my breath for only me to hear. there as i was walking i bumped into someone..."T-Tobey?" "jeez sorry you okay darling?" he said worryingly "y-yeah I'm fine thank you" thankfully he caught my ice cream just in time i arrived at the booth just in time so they could stop complaining jeez such babies- "WHERE YOU TALKING TO THE TOBEY MAGUIRE?!" she gasped "oh my god it was nothing" i said while still in a haze and a pot of emotions: flustered, confusion,love,and the most important god damn it why aren't i feeling nervous and why aren't i sweating is it really just a celebrity crus- "come on girl!" Camilla said "hey Alyssa you drive and maybe pick the music because you haven't gotten too this morning" Jazzy said giving me a friendly wink. we played my favorite song SOS by Rihanna,don't ask i just love this song but it mostly reminds me of someone...?

i turned down the radio. "hey girls?" i said "yeah?" Jazzy said "hm?" Camilla said "you knoooow That party" "you wanna go!" they said in unison "of course why not!" i said giggling a little we arrived to my house they were staying for like half the week until school starts again we danced in our face masks giggling and having fun we fell asleep but i then remembered i had a whole day i missed out with my neighbor before i could say anything else in my head i saw some smoke from my window i went down and i saw some famillar eyes staring back at me back with ruffled and messed up dirty blonde hair i ran down in my AC/DC top with plaid pajama pants he heard my footsteps and... END CHAPTER