Brothers don't kiss this way / taekook _ vkook

chapter 9

taehyung's POV:

I wake up early in the morning, but I was shocked that I was in jungkook's room, then the events of last night came to my mind, but I was shocked to notice that jungkook wasn't in his room, I think he is still uncomfortable around me.

I get out of the room to find jungkook, I went down to the living room, and there he was sleeping on the couch, not even covering himself with a blanket, I cursed myself, because of me he slept here uncomfortably.

I came near him, and I don't know why, but it is the first time that I notice how beautiful he is while sleeping.

I felt the need to touch him, so I put my hand on his hair, then on his cute nose, and then my finger made his way to jungkook's lips, my finger rested on his lower lip, then I put my thumb on it caressing it.

I didn't notice what I was doing, and didn't even know why.

He shot his eyes open and was shocked.

On the other hand, I was still caressing his lower lip, I was so shocked to move my hand away.

He tensed a little, but then I felt that he was relaxed, so I continued what I was doing.

I notice that he was staring at my lips lost in thoughts

Then he spoke

"what are you doing taehyung"

"I don't know, my heart wanted this so I just did it"

"your heart?"

"yes"

He put his hands on his face, I removed them and I was shocked to see him crying.

"jungkook-ah why are you crying? Is it because of me?"

He just nodded

"I am sorry I didn't mean to make you sad or angry"

I wanted to get up, but he held my hand and made me sit beside him again, he was silent for a while but then he spoke.

"no it is not because of this, it is just you are making me confused taehyung"

"me? What did I do?"

"I am always questioning my feelings and my movements towards you"

"I can't understand what are you saying"

"and now I am feeling guilty because yesterday..."

"jungkook-ah let's go and talk in your room"

I took his hand and went to his room

"okay now tell me why are you feeling guilty"

"taehyung if I tell you would hate me and be disgusted with me"

"I promise I won't, just tell me"

"I kissed you"

"when was that I can't remember"

"you were sleeping, and then suddenly you cuddled me and I couldn't ignore the need to taste your lips, I am so sorry"

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Jungkook's POV:

I told him the truth

He started walking towards me slowly, and I was waiting for the slap to land on my cheek

When he stood in front of me I shot my eyes close preparing myself to get slapped

But what I felt was not a slap

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I felt his soft lips on mine and I was shocked so he wanted to pull off from the kiss he thought I don't want it, but I held him and kissed him deeper.

Then the thought hit me, he is my step brother and this is sick and wrong.

So I pulled off and sat on my bad

I buried my head in my hands and I felt my head hurting, he came close to me and sat beside me.

He moved my hand from my face and held it close to his heart, his heart was beating like crazy

" can you hear my heart beat?" he said in a soft voice

"yes" I answered

"it is because of you, since that night that you threw me out of your room I can't control my heartbeat everytime I see you, but it was too late for me, cuz' that night I knew that I lost you forever, but I had hope that the next day at school you'll forget your angriness and come to me like always" he stopped talking for a while

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"and then the next day I started bullying you, and pretending that I hated you for real" I said

He nodded his head but he was looking down, only then I noticed the tear that fell down on his cheek

I rubbed his cheeks with my hands and pulled his head up so he was looking at me, I removed his tears of his cheeks

I started talking "It was all acting, I didn't hate you, you were and always be my favorite person"

"then why you were always breaking my heart like that? Why did you make me spend years asking myself what did I do wrong to make you hate me? Why did you pretend that I was nothing to you, you kept bullying me but that didn't affect my heart like the times when you used to act like I didn't even exist" he said and then started to cry so hard.

I felt like I was just a big jerk.

I hugged him and I thought that he would push me away after all that I've done to hi, but I was shocked when he hugged me tight and buried his face in my neck, I felt my heart skipping a beat when I heard him sniffling while saying "please don't leave me jungkookie"

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