Reminiscing

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Nobita's, inner monologue :
I don't know, whenever I feel sad I remember the old days. Was always this pathetic? Then I come to a realisation, I was always like this. I was always awkward and a coward. When I was in kindergarten, Gian and Suneo used to snatch my toys and I still wouldn't be able to get them back.
Gian and Suneo aren't bad really....
The fault lies within me. Once a person in his final year of high school tried to harass us, Gian beat him up and stood up for us even when he was badly injured. Meanwhile I till now complain he bullies me ...
And Suneo is just following the flow to prevent himself from being bullied. I am still the weak self I was before.
  I AM PATHETIC I AM TRASH I DONT DESERVE TO LI....

Present:
 

Nobita...Nobita ..Nobita!!!
Huh?
I woke up from my trance as I stared at Gian and Suneo.

Gian and Suneo's slightly nervous and cautious look brought me back to reality.

"Nobita, so you took a gadget from Doraemon again huh?"
Gian said with a crooked smile.
*Sigh
I am just tired of this. Let's just stop this farce now.

As I threw the airgun at a distance, I saw their shocked faces. Well I can't blame them.

There is a hill behind the school. I will just go there to pass the time and maybe meet an certain someone....

On the way:
As I walked towards the hill, a cold Breeze brushed against my face, it helped calm me down a little bit.
   As the rational side of mine begun to dawn upon me, I realised what huge blunder I made. I lost the air gun!!
*Sigh
Sighing helplessly, that's the only thing I am good at.
Maybe someday...
   As I reached the top, the spectacular view of city and a bountiful greenery came in my vision.
The chirping of birds and the slight rustling of leaves could be heard.

"Hey? Are you here?"
"Respond to me, I know you are pretending to lay down."
"Respond or else I will never visit this place again"

As I made my declarations, I felt slight changes in the wind.

'Its flowing in opposite direction now'

'Nobita...

I saw the branches of a tree warping and form a face of a female

'You sure made me live a good life...

As she looked at me with concern, I noticed that tears escaped my eyes.

I still remember the day Doraemon made this mountain conscious with his gadget: 'Heart of soil'

I still remember the day Doraemon made this mountain conscious with his gadget: 'Heart of soil'

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That day was the first day I met her.
Her care for me as a I cared for her in return. Sure it was just a forest but it gave a lot to me. I finally felt I was in peace. But then I started being too dependent on it, so Doraemon convinced it to drive me away for my own good.
  So my hypothesis was that mountain was still conscious but only stopped responding to me.
  Seems like I was right.

'I will be in your care again then mountain sama :')'

As the mushroom bed started forming, I felt a pang of guilt from my heart on how I just blackmailed the mountain goddess to listen me.

'But I really wanted to meet her....'
I thought as I fell to sleep.

Mountain elf:

As I saw the boy in yellow walking towards me I felt joyful. It has been so long. It's sad that I can't interact with him but enjoying his presence is enough for me.

He stopped at a certain point.

"Hey? Are you here?"
"Respond to me, I know you are pretending to lay down."
"Respond or else I will never visit this place again"

Huh?
I got scared and couldn't help but appear.
As I saw his sad smile and him falling asleep, a regret that his deep within my eart reappeared; I left him alone. When he truly loved me, I betrayed him.

What has happened to him? Why is he so different from the last time I saw him...
He looks miserable.
When he said that he won't visit again, I was quite sure he was serious.

Doraemon! Is this the good life you were talking about. Greater good? He sure looks really great now.  I should have never listened to him.

I would really need an explanation for this.

My benefactor....Nobita...

I hope you will be alright...

                                                  

Author's note: So yeah this character is from an episode of Doraemon.
https://doraemon.fandom.com/wiki/The_Forest_is_Alive/2005_Anime/Remade

Here's the plot of that ep:
Nobita can't bear the scolding and bullying, so he stays in mountain and doesn't want to go home. At the same time, he also cleans up the nearby garbage. Doraemon sees that he has this feeling for mountain, and takes out Heart of Soil to make mountain conscious. Therefore, Mountain expresses friendship to Nobita and provides him with food and accommodation. Nobita is punished by his teacher to stand for forgetting to do his homework. When Nobita is chased by Gian and Suneo to mountain, Mountain sends bees to drive away, and then Doraemon asks him to go home, Nobita orders mountain to send birds to drive Doraemon away. After returning home at night and being scolded by his mother, Nobita returns to mountain again, vowing not to return to school and home. Doraemon immediately takes out gadget and communicates to the elf in the mountain, saying that it is not good for Nobita at all, and asks for Nobita to return to real life, but the elf in the back mountain said that he likes Nobita and quarrels with Doraemon stand up. However, when Nobita wakes up and orders mountain to drive Doraemon away, Mountain lets Nobita falls into the soil out of thin air, and Doraemon goes to negotiate with mountain alone. At one time, he is tied up by grass to no avail. Doraemon also thanks mountain for doing this for the good of Nobita. After returning home, Doraemon tells Nobita to treat everything as a dream.

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