Why am I so worthless (Doraemon fanfic)

Are you alright?

As I stroll through the streets after having humiliated why am I doing this?
Like literally why?
Doraemon came from the future to help me improve my life and here I am relying on him all the time. It isn't good.
I thought I wanted Shizuka to be my wife
But am I even worthy of her?
She and I are from completely different worlds.
Also, Gian and Sunio my friends...I doubt they even consider me one...
Both are so different from me.
Sunio is so rich that he is just from another class. I wonder why he still insists on studying at the same school as us. I can just imagine him being a noble in ancient times and calling us plebeians.
And Gian... He is just so powerful and domineering. I can't handle that. (author-umm that's a bit sus nobita :D)

Nobita kicked the rock and sighed as he continued walking the lonely streets.
A light shined and a glint appeared. A dog growled as he chased after Nobita.

Ahhhhh why am I so unlucky? The whole world is against me!!

As the boy started running and outran the dog he was awed by his own speed.

"Heyy that was fast! I really can run fast when needed huh"

As he was happy by himself, he tiptoed towards home.

As he silently opened the doors of his house and then finally strode towards his room, he then laid upon the floor and stared at the ceiling

Nobita's pov:

The books, the lamp, my bags, and everything. I stared every single corner of the room. As if the room came alive everything seemed distorted.

Everything seemed new and unfamiliar, what is this strange feeling I wonder. Everything feels like it's mine but at the same time it feels like I am at the wrong place.
Well everything is kind of stressed out lately

Casting everything aside Nobita wandered off to dreamland.

Teacher's pov:
As I visited Nobita's house that day, I feel that I may have scolded him a bit too much. He s lazy for sure but he isn't much of a liar.

Maybe Gian and Sunio did really leave their cleaning to him.

As the tired teacher laid on his bed, he recalled the recent events that occurred.

I shouldn't have scolded him that much...

Third person pov:

A storm was brewing inside the mind of Nobita as he was in sleep. Random strokes of anxiety and excessive sweating. He woke up by reflex and looked at himself.

He started crying while holding his face in his hands.

"Why am I like this *sniff *sniff?"

Nobita looked at himself in the mirror and spoke:

"You're a fucking loser. You deserve to be scorned, scolded just die you idiot"

Nobita slapped himself multiple times in the face in a fit of anger.

I should just disappear *sob nobody cares I even doubt that Gian and Sunio will be very happy when I disappear. I am just a burden to everyone around.

An eerie silence loomed in the room followed by the softs sobs of Nobita.

Nobita just laid there and didn't move for a long time. 

The silence in the room was deafening

As Nobita stared at the ceiling, he thought back to what happened throughout the day and all of those moments where he embarrassed himself.

He fell asleep as the events kept repeating in his head. He was the prisoner of his own mind where nobody could interrupt his self-loathing thoughts. He felt empty. An empty shell that lost all of its brilliance and life within it. 

After an hour:

As Nobita's mom entered his room she found him sleeping. As she adjusted her glasses she looked at him with a disapproving gaze and disappointed that he still sleeping at this hour when he should be studying.

With a long sigh she said:

"This boy never listens. What am I supposed to do with him"

She called Nobita with an angry tone: "Nobita! Nobita wake up! Wake up lazy boy!!"

Nobita woke up with a jerk and looked at his mom with fear in his eyes. His mom was momentarily surprised but then said: "Why are you sleeping now?'

"Mom I can explain,,"

"I don't want excuses, you better study and do your homework otherwise no snacks for today"

"Yes mom!"

"Why is this boy so useless??"

Nobita felt tears gathering in his eyes when he heard that but he held back the urge to cry.

"I am trying mom..

"Just trying isn't enough. I want the results in your next test"

As she said that she left with a hmmph.

Nobita just kept staring at the door with empty eyes as the light left the room.

Nobita stared at the sharp compass on the desk and stared at it while reaching it out.

'Wait what am I even thinking. No its dumb to do that. It will hurt. I can't do this.

Nobita just lifelessly slumped on his chair and started reading his textbooks even though he didn't understand a single word in it.

Only the sounds of pen against paper and the flipping of pages followed.

As the time passed the flipping stopped and the pages became wet with the tears of Nobita as he failed to understand any of the concepts. 

Author's note: 

Alright folks, here's the new chapter hahaha..

alright I know I am late. Infact  late as fuck. But hear me out okay, I was just out of ideas okay. the chapter might feel a little off because of the break I took okay forgive me  :) I was kinda lazy too and  wohoo folks a good news for me, I got a new laptop for myself. Okie dokie I am gonna be little active now  (although I say it all of the time lol)