I walked inside my house after Seth dropped me off I seen the look on my moms faces something was wrong oh shit she knows
"How was school ?"
"Good " I can't do it
"I am sorry mom but what was I supposed to do ?"
"What are you talking about ?"
" today I got in a fight with a girl at school because she kissed me I started to punch and kick her "
"Oh I didn't know that but thanks for telling me "
" then why are you mad "
"Me and your dad are getting a divorce"
"WHAT WHY !!"
" it just isn't working out baby girl u am sorry "
Those words made me break inside
I ran Up to my room an started cry I cryed so much I went to sleep
..... In the morning I woke up I felt so much pain I walk to school and in the building I walked up to seth and leed my body on him
" what's wrong babe ?"
"Its my parents "
"What about them ?"
" t-they are getting div-orc-ed ?"
"Oh baby don't cry it will be okay " he said kissing mg forehead I had the worst day of school ..... ITS BEEN ABOUT two months I started self harming one day I was sitting on my bed my head I my knees crying I heard the door open I looked up to see Seth "are you okay Babe ?"
" yeah " I wiped my tears sat up Seth sat beside me and grabbed my hand then see the scares the bury deep within my wrist " why apirl why don't do that to yourself please your a beautiful young lady and don't need to selfharm !"
" I don't know I just don't feel the same way about myself even more "
"I LOVE YOU APIRL AND WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE "
" okay okay I will stop just do my a favor and get the little box underneath my bed and throw it away !"
Seth grabbed the box and opened it to see all of the blades with blood on everyone he looks at me and starts crying " apirl I love you !"
The next at school Im feeling better then the day before i stopped cutting for about 4 weeks already I see seth and ran up to kiss him his lips on mine feels so amazing Oh yeah did I mention that to is my birthday today seth gave mg a big teddy bear and roses I love them at the end of school j get in Seth's car and he drives me home he gets out to open my door and walked inside to my room no one was home so seth decided he would stay a little while I put my teddy bear on my bed and my rose in a vase as I put my flowers in a vase I feel Seth pick my up and layed me on the bed he started to crawl On me And began to kiss me he pulled off my shirt and pants I began to undress him self he slowly started to pull down his boxers I covered my eyes with my hand after he was done with his boxers he pulled down mine he lead against me and pushed his cock inside me I yelled
" STOP STOP !!"
seth stop and pulled out of me and picked up his boxers and pants I put on my panties and shorts we sat at the edge of the bed I had my head down " don't worry babe "
" I am sorry I couldn't gave you want you wanted "
" you think I just want to fuck you "
" well I thought but not anymore "
" I don't just Want to fuck I mean I want to but just fuck you I love you what do u not understand "
"I am sorry I just don't think I am ready yet and when I am I will give you a call " we both start to laugh seth Kisses me on the forehand and rubs my back .... Seth ends up staying the night with me ....
