Moving In Can Be Scary

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You loved moving. 

It was so fun to you. All the new places and memories you would make, also being able to look back in your old home fondly and lovingly. You loved being able to make new friends and stay in touch with the older ones, it was something special you held dearly in your heart. 

But this was different... This wasn't just moving.... This was moving in! You had never moved in! And what if you fucked it up? Scratched something important or moved your stuff in an unwanted area? Would she forgive you? Stefani was forgiving, very forgiving. Especially with you.... Wait it shouldn't be that bad. Would it?

You were finally moving into Stefani's large Malibu mansion. You were so terrified to say the least. This wasn't as happy-go-lucky as she made it seem. But, then again, your girlfriend is Lady Gaga..... But as you dreaded opening the door with your first box, a small frame appeared.

"Hey princess, do you need help?" Stefani was taller and larger than you, her frame engulfing you in her shadow, making you shiver. You turned around, you eyes wide with fear. "N-no." You said meekly, eliciting a laugh from her. "No need to whimper right now. That's for tonight." she left a kiss on your button nose as she took that box right out of your hands. How did she do it so calmly?

"Stefani...." You followed her throughout the house, scared to leave her side and make a fool of yourself the day you move in. "Stefani..." You called again, now catching her attention. "I can do it myself." She looked at you like you'd gone mad. She was so in love with you, she would never live with herself if you did something you didn't want too. Including moving your stuff into her house. "No y/n baby. I want to do this for you" she held you tightly.

You watched, too perplexed on why she would want to do this for you. To let you live in her house! You truly couldn't understand why. "Stefani, I got it!" You said, your meak voice hitting a too-high pitch, almost breaking a bit. She looked at you. "What's wrong princess?" Her eyes filled with a slew of emotions. All ranging on the negative side. Fear, pain, worry, sorrow, sadness..... Everything.

"I.... No.... I..." you didn't know how to respond. Well, first, she wouldn't let you work. She wanted you to be comfortable and happy. She shared her bank account with you. The one with millions upon millions of dollars. And now, you were going to live with her. You just could wrap your head around why. "Nothing." 

"Something is bothering you." She said, her voice full of worry.

"please tell me." She spoke softly.

Her voice floated like a cloud, and hit your ears like music. Her voice was the most wonderful thing you've ever heard. And you've barley lived. "It's just so much...." You weakly cried. Stefani's arms wrapped protectively around you in an instant. You face brought into the crook of her neck, the scent of her perfume mixed with a deliciously sweet scent which was uniquely her; gave you a sense of home, never failing to calm you. "It's all so much!" You cried a bit louder, you voice breaking a bit.

She watched your tiny body quiver in her arms, she held you tight and close. She wanted you to feel safe and protected. That you had her and that's all that matters. "What's to much?" She whispered in your ear. "Baby..." She said lovingly, "would you like to go lay down with me?" She whispered once more. You nodded, tears of mascara running onto her white shirt. 

She made sure you were in front of her while walking, so she could still hold you as she made the way to her large room. She picked you up bridal-style to lay you on her plush bed. And she was quick to lay with you, holding you closely and carefully. "Baby.... Do you want to talk?" Kisses were layed upon your neck and shoulder, those warm lips caressing you skin. "Yeah...." More tears escaped your eyes, staining those white sheets in her bed.

"I'm scared...." You squeaked out to her. "Scared of what princess?" She inquired, "of moving in...." You squeaked out again. "why?" You sighed at her question, "because I don't want to ruin things with you..." her eyes filled with sorrow at your answer. "You could never ruin the amount of immense love I have for you. I'm so in love with you sometimes I scare myself. in a silly way." You giggled with her.

Still, as she caressed your skin with kisses and showers of love, that fear, the fear if moving in, bugged you. Picked at you in the back of your mind, like a tick. Or an annoying meledy that had been stuck in your heard for far too long.

But she. She alone. Made it all better.




Like I did NOT know how to end this one 😭😭😭 in sorryyy! And thank you all for the support I've been getting on my last chapters and the news that I'm gonna post more! Luv u all! And leave your suggestions pleeeaaassseee!

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