Chapter 18

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by jadenlovesya99

by jadenlovesya99

Andor's Pov

My heart feels like its been ripped out and tossed to hellhounds! How could Jordan just up and leave!? I mean Mot's cool and all but he isn't Jordan.

"Andor please don't be like this." Mot says as I toss another tissue aside. "How can I not?! I convinced myself I was supposed to be with him forever! He leaves me for my own goddess." I sniffle and continue to cry.

"It's better than your god getting a girl pregnant. Love is just fucking us in the ass isn't it." Mot rolls his eyes.

"Andor." Maylee walks in my room along with Dianite. Welp that goes to show how secure my home is.

"Speak of the devil." Mot says and sips his wine. I don't drink even in heartbreak. I just don't like it.

I see Maylee go pale when she sees Mot. "I herd about Jordan. I just wanted make sure things are ok." She says glancing up at Dianite who is looking at Mot.

"Since when do you drink?" Dianite asks and Mot smiles. "Since when do you like girls?" Mot replies.

I can tell Maylee wants to say something I just don't know what. "We're having twins." She says still pale. "How wonderful! Just another happy couple." I reply more tears falling from my eyes.

"And you say I've changed." I hear Maylee mumble. "If you two came here to pick a fight you ought to leave. Go to Spark and Ianite for that." I shout.

"He's not Spark." Dianite says tonelessly. "Well he sure as hell ain't Jordan! If he was Jordan he'd still love me!" I yell again. I hate yelling but I'm not in the mood for this crap.

"Its as easy to fall out of love as it is to fall in love. Haven't you noticed that Andor?" Dianite says forgetting about Maylee completely.

"Don't let his crap get to you Maylee. If he leaves he leaves." I say carelessly.

"Andor stop!" Maylee yells and Mot just laughs.

"We should leave." Dianite chimes in. "Funny isn't he? I mean only I would know but-"

"Mot be quite." Maylee interrupts. "Does Mot get on your nerves?" I ask with a slight smile. This is kinda fun.

"I wouldn't say h-"

"Teehee" Mot giggles and Maylee glares at Dianite who is holding back a laugh. "Mot don't ever do that again." Dianite giggles.

"I'm leaving." Maylee says before storming out. "I'd better go too." Dianite says then follows her out.

Jordan's Pov

I finish unpacking my last box. "You think he's gonna be okay?" I ask Ianite tears forming in my eyes. I hate that I left him, but I don't think I could stand those castle walls one more day.

"I'm sure he'll be fine Sparklez." Ianite says hugging me from behind. "He's a strong kid." She finishes. This isn't right Ianite isn't meant to hold me, Andor is!

"I remember this one time before the rebellion, Andor had a vision it nearly kilt him. When I went to see him is when I found out. Helgrind said he had to speak to me but by that time Andor was already tucked in my arms. I tried to hand him to Tom so he could go to the hospital but-" My voice cracks and I begin to sob.

"He clung to me." I'm crying to hard to continue the story. "Shhh its gonna be okay. He's gonna be okay." Ianite tries to calm me down but she's failing.

"He probably hates me now." I sob and I feel Ianite sigh. "He could never hate you. Andor loves you more than he loves anybody in this world. He's gonna hurt for a while, everyone does when it comes to love. In the end its all gonna work out." She leaves me at that. I wish I could be as straight forward and as peaceful as she is. I'm not sure what I'd do without her. I love her like a sister, maybe more. I'm not sure what I feel towards her, all I know is that without her I'd be as reckless as Tom.

If we never would've been in that accident I would've never met Andor, never fell in love. If I would've died like I was supposed to everything would be ok. So many innocent people would still be alive, Andor never would've been tortured.

"Maybe you should talk to my brother about reactor stuff. Or Guard Tom, the guard you saw at the courtroom yesterday." Ianite suggests. "To take your mind off things." I sniffle and shake my head. "I am going for a walk." I tell Ianite. She nods.

I walk outside, taking in a deep breathe of fresh air. I just don't stop walking. Andor never leaves my mind.

Andor's Pov

I step outside. The air smells fresh. I sigh. I wish Jordan was with me.

I walk aimlessly, my mind not paying attention to anything around me. I eventually bump into someone.

"Jordan... What are you doing h-" I get cut off by Jordan's lips on mine. I freeze before melting into the kiss. Jordan's hands rest on my waist and my hands are on his neck.

He breaks the kiss after a few moments and nuzzles his head into my neck. "I miss you, but I just can't stay in the castle anymore." He tells me. I wrap him into a hug. "I miss you too." I whisper.