Ianite's Pov
I begin to loose hope in Jordan returning. Its been two days since everything was taken down. Many think he's dead. I know he's not, I'd feel it. The same feeling I felt when Spark left me.
"M' Lady? What's wrong?" I feel my heart melt as my tear filled eyes look up at Jordan. I jump into his arms and he holds me slightly off the ground. "Spark Plug!" I sob into his neck.
"I'm here. I'm here." He coos sitting me back down. He's in a long sleeve shirt but I can see how much weight he's lost. "Hey." Jordan says and lifts my chin.
"I'm ok, we're okay. That's what matters isn't it?" He asks. I nod in response. "Hug me again please." I whisper and he obeys. I feel him start to tremble as he holds me.
"M-mot told me Dianite k-killed her." I know who Jordan is talking about. The teen Dianitee beat to the edge of her death because of Jordan. I'm speechless why would Mot tell Jordan that? I just don't understand.
"J-Jordan?" Andor stutters causing me to pull away. I'm concerned about Jordan, that little itch he feels right now I feel it too. "Mr. Butts!" Dianite yells and takes Jordan into a fatherly hug. I know Jordan doesn't like it, his thoughts are about that poor girl.
"Hey Dianite." Jordan replies harshly and shoves away. "Andor." Jordan picks up. The look on my poor grandson's face is almost enough to make me cry again.
Andor's Pov
He's so thin and pale. I begin to cry. I made him this way! I did this! I hear Jordan sigh. "Come h-here" His voice cracks signaling he's about to cry too. I let him hug me.
"I'm so sorry!" I sob. I need to get myself together so I can speak properly when I pop the question. I take deep breaths, breathing in not Jordan's scent but Mot's. So he has been with him. I pull away from Jordan and take a deep breath. Here goes nothin'!
"Jordan from the moment I laid eyes on you I wanted to make you mine. To hear you say you loved me too. God I don't know what I'd d-"
"Jordan." Mot interrupts me! Ignore it Andor focus on Jordan who is focused on you.
"Do without you. These past few months have been horrible for the both of us. I really can't say anything besides I'm so sorry. I put a number over your head. I realize now that no amount of money can define how much I love you. No dollar value will ever define us." I pause and pull out the copper ring with a little purple jewel in the center. I get down on one knee and smile when Jordan gasps.
"Will you be my husband?" I ask and Jordan looks at Mot. I feel my heart speed up. Jordan looks back at me and nods. "Y-yes!" He sobs, I slide the ring on his finger. He helps me up then pulls me into a hug.
"I love you so much!" He sobs. "I love you too." I say and try to take everything in. I hear Mot let out a cry. Jordan pulls away and I frown.
Jordan's Pov
"Mot please don't be upset." I beg but Mot just hides his face in his hands. "W-what does this mean for us?" He asks not looking up. I look at Dianite who is showing no emotion.
"Mot look at me." I order and of course he listens. I take his right arm and extend it revealing the scar from what used to be his mark.
"The bond we share isn't something that should be ignored. But I don't love you the way I love him. You don't love me the way you loved him." I pause and gesture to Dianite who blushes and looks away.
"I want to thank you for helping me through all this. If it wasn't for you I probably wouldn't be here right now. For that I can't thank you enough. I want us to remain friends. Promise me we can still be friends. If I lost you..." Mot pulls me into a hug. Good way of telling me shut up I guess. "Always." He whispers so only I hear.
"Always." I whisper back. Mot kisses my cheek before letting me return to Andor. "We'll leave you two love birds alone. I'll let Syndy know you're okay and that he can see you tomorrow." Dianite says before exiting and dragging Ianite out with him.
I catch Mot's hand before he can exit. "Stay with Wag please. Don't let him do anything stupid!" I beg panic filling my tone. "Jordan I'm not gonna let him do anything stupid. I know what he does I'm putting him on suicide watch. Calm down." Mot says hugging me again. "Thank you so much." I whisper. Mot nods then runs off.
Andor grabs my hand and leads me to his bedroom. The second he closes the door I'm pinned to it. When Andor tries to hold my wrists above my head he hits a fresh cut causing me to cry out.
Andor quickly pulls away and gets a horrified look. I let him take off my shirt revealing all my scars. His jaw drops but the shock soon turns into tears.
"Jordan did I cause this?" Andor asks as I walk him over to the bed. He sits next to me and holds my hand. "No my love. I did this to myself it was my choice." I answer staring into his beautiful eyes.
"Why? Why do you do this to yourself?!" Andor yells but I know he's not angry just scared. "I felt alone and unwanted. I wasn't supposed to survive that car crash and I know it." I pause and run my free hand up Andor's arm then back down again.
"I'm not gonna lie and say I feel happy again. I do feel a zillion times happier that I have you now, but I'm not....." I let my voice trail off as tears swell up in my eyes.
"Jordan we're never gonna be able to move on if you're not honest with me. Just yell, even if its at me. I'm not gonna leave I promise." Andor says so I take his advice, and yell.
"I wanted to die! Just to leave this earth and be forgotten forever! What you did killed me Andor! You have no idea what I suffered through before that car crash!" I pause to catch my breath.
"I was a fucking number again! 50,000 was more than my body was ever sold for but it didn't matter. None of this matters. Me ranting isn't gonna make a difference." I try to calm myself down. I get too angry to quick, I'm scared I may end up hurting Andor.
"Jordan the reason I never asked about your past life was because I knew if you wanted to tell me you would. I know someday you'll share it with me. I'm always willing and ready to listen to anything you need to talk about ever." Andor says and I kiss him. I pull away for air then bury my head in his neck.
"I wanna get better." I sob as Andor runs his hands up and down my back. "I'm here to help you through every step of the way. Through every bump in the road I'm gonna be here." Andor says.
I pull away and stare into his beautiful green eyes. "I know." I say and Andor basically tackles me whiles hugging me. I let him rest on top of me till he's fast asleep.
This is right. Me holding him, his head rested on my chest. This is the feeling I've longed for! Maybe, just maybe I can get better. With not only my soon to be husband's help but my best friend's as well.
"I love you." I hear Andor whisper to me before falling asleep for real this time. I sigh before answering,
"I love you more."
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At Long Last (book 3 Spandor collection)(BoyxBoy)
De Todoart credit to @motscreziatotrash