Eleanor was a traditional Italian woman, she was kind and gentle but when she parties she's a completely different person, she fun and reckless. So when she decides to join Jersey Shore she didn't think she would fall in love with the DJ but will he...
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"I'm just here to party but I like you."
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When I woke up I made myself a bowl of cereal. I was actually sad, Pauly made me feel bad about being a virgin. Maybe I'm looking too deeply into this but all I know is that my feelings were hurt.
I wiped some tears that slid down my cheeks. I honestly didn't want to speak with anyone except my girls. I then walked in the room where Jenni was laying. I sat down on her bed since she was awake.
"Jenni, can we talk?" I asked. She nodded her head, sitting up, rubbing her face. "So last night I was dancing and making out with Pauly and he asks me why I didn't have sex with anyone yet and I told him I'm a virgin—"
"Wait, wait, wait you're a virgin? You've never had sex before?" Jenni asked and I nodded my head. "Oh my god! I need to get you laid!" We shared a laugh.
"But right when I told Pauly he was like oh I can't touch you it feels illegal and that made me feel bad about being a virgin." I told Jenni with my eyebrows furrowed.
"I feel like he didn't mean to hurt your feelings and he was only being a jerk because that was his way of saying I don't want to be your first." Jenni explained. I was confused though because I didn't want to sleep with Pauly, I only wanted to have fun. Later when I passed the living room Pauly pulled me over and made me sit on his lap.
"Tell me what's wrong mamas." Pauly said, his arm wrapped around my waist and his hand placed on my thigh.
"I just feel like you made it seem being a virgin was a bad thing and it made me embarrassed since you were the only one who knew in the house and made it look negative." I explained and he nodded his head as he listened to what I was saying.
"I didn't mean to make you feel any type of way. I guess what I was trying to say was I didn't want to corrupt you in any way. Like I didn't want to be the guy who fucks it up for you." Pauly explained but I simply shook my head.
"You could never do that to me. Pauly I trust you and you've become a close friend of mine." We eventually hugged it out. Jenni walked out of the room and called her boyfriend in front of me and Pauly who were currently playing a game.
The next day I woke up later than usual yet when I woke up the boys already left. I went to the phone and started talking to Willa. She had been smashing this boy for a few days and she was catching feelings.
The conversation ended by her saying she was planning on coming up here for the night. It was later in the night when everyone was ready to go to the club. When we arrived I was sight seeing what cute guidos there were. I started dancing with a guy when I saw Snooki doing flips with her thong showing. I started dancing on stage as a few guys tried to call me over. The entire night I was looking for Willa but it didn't look like she was coming.
