War Zone: War In Our Hearts (Book 2)

Ain't a Emotional ass Nigga but...

I ain't a emotional ass nigga but damn. I ain't gon lie and say ion still think bout Yanny or I'm betta off without her cause I ain't. That conversation we had a few months back still play in my head ova and ova again.

The pain in her eyes still play in my head.

My dumb ass not sayin shit still play in my head.

All that. I can't help but still continue to think, maybe if I paid more attention or stopped bein so fuckin stubborn and talked shit out with her the moment that shit happened, things would be different.

I can't help but think, maybe if we neva woulda met, she'd be betta off. Naw, fuck that. I saved her from that crazy shit Kodak family was doin to her. And I saved her again. And again. And again.

I ain't hear from her since that day and like she said, she ain't expect nothin from me.Not even the money we found togetha. She just basically disappeared. I still call that same numba I got, knowin she changed.

I still go to the same hotel she was last at, hopin maybe she went back or somethin but she neva did.

I know she doin good cause she still talk to David. Them too built a fuckin friendship togetha but I ain't even mad. Wheneva they talk, he always get up and leave the room.

Whateva.

Anyway, he let me know she doin good. Last I heard, she still live local and got a job. He ain't tell me where cause he said I'd go lookin for her.

Ya damn right.

When I ask if she asked bout me, he always say no. But I keep askin anyway cause that's just somethin I don't believe. Not to sound arrogant or some shit, but I know what I felt when we was togetha. And I know she felt the same things.

Which is why I know she asks bout me.

Lil Sam opened my room door "Aye nigga, let's go. We all waitin on u"

I groaned. This twins birthday in a few days and these niggas wanna go all out. I said if each of them put up half, I'll put up what they did togetha for this lil party.

They both put up $5,000 so I put up 10. Simple.

Anyway, they want me to come and help them pick out some fuckin birthday outfits. I knew these niggas had a lil suga in they tank.

"Ion know why y'all don't just throw on some damn jeans and a shirt"

"We got hoes comin nigga. We needa look our best"

I laughed and put on my shoes and grabbed my keys "David betta be ready or I'm leavin without him" I walked towards the front door and outside. Not even 10 seconds lata, they both came out and David was just gettin off the phone.

"Iight, I'll call u when I get back" he hung up and I knew who he was talkin too but ain't say shit. In front of Lil Sam and Ty, I act like Yanny leavin ain't mean shit to me.

I show them niggas that ion need her and I'm doin good without her. But with David, he know the truth. I know I'm bouta sound like a lil bitch but he don't judge a nigga.

I ain't neva cry or no shit cause that's too fuckin much but I can be real with him bout certain shit and he help me out. He like my damn therapist.

I laughed.

"U crazy as fuck" Lil Sam mumbled lookin at me "Anyway, Ty already at the mall so hurry the fuck up"

I slowed the car down till we was goin exactly 10 miles an hour. The cars behind be honked but I ain't care. I looked at Lil Sam "What was that nigga?"

"Nothin"

I laughed and sped up again till we pulled up to the mall. I dapped Ty up and we walked in. "What y'all niggas lookin at?" He asked the twins.

They both shrugged "Shit" the said togetha. I shook my head as we walked into champs. I found myself buyin 2 pair of shoes and the twins was still lookin. "Aye, these shits nice" David smiled, holdin up the Jordan 7 retros.

"Hell yea. I'm bouta get me those" Lil Sam added.

"Damn nigga, why u always gotta copy a real nigga"

"Shut yo ass up. Ain't nobody tryna copy u bitch" these two always fuckin arguing but its funny as hell. Ty laughed and shrugged his shoulders.

"Why not math. I mean, y'all already look alike. Make it harder for people to know the difference"

"I like that" David said.

"Me too"

David mugged Sam and they ended up agreein on the matchin thing. "Now for the outfit. Y'all goin for basic like branded shot with gum shorts or jeans. Or somethin a lil more up there?" I asked.

If I ain't ask these questions, we'd be in this mall all fuckin day and I ain't got time for that.

"More up there" they said togetha. Afta walkin round for almost an hour, we had finally found some outfits they liked. When we got back in the car, I turned off the radio.

"I'm bouta run some errands. Y'all comin?" They both nodded "Damn can't neva get no alone time" I chuckled.

"Shut yo ass up" they said togetha.

"Oh iight. Imma shut my ass up and take my m-"

"Damn just chill 'Rell" lil Sam said.

"Right. U can take no joke?" David laughed.