when the partys over

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I was just standing there now looking around as everyone stared at me

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I was just standing there now looking around as everyone stared at me

It was my actual worst nightmare

"Lexi?" Gorge ran over to me

I couldn't even comprehend what happened I had no words

"Lexi say something" Gorge yelled grabbing my face
"Tom" I whispered into my cries falling to my knees now
"No no you need to get up what happened" Gorge said kneeling down by me

I was choking back so many tears
I lost him again
My heart can't take this shit
I need him

"let's go to the police station lex" Gustav said walking over to me trying to help me up
Gorge tried helping to but it wasn't very careful

"Be careful she's pregnant" Gustav snapped at gorge making him shocked
"oh shit" he replied letting me go

I got up on my own two feet following gustav to the car
We got in and he drove to the police station

I wasn't feeling well

"I think i'm gonna be sick" I softly said as he got out
"I got you" Gustav got out helping me out and bringing me in
"Where's tom" gustav asked






TOMS POV

"I'm not telling you shit because I didn't do anything" I snapped looking at the police officer
"You sure where were you on the night of the murder?" He replied
"Depends on which night" I let out
"3 months ago on the 8th" He flatly said
"I was probably in the hospital because I was shot up by his men" I said in a low tone now
"His daughter made the call and you've been a wanted man for awhile tom kaulitz" He told me
"For what" I sat up in my chair now eyeing him down
"For rape, stealing cars and sexual assault, and abuse" The officer eyed me back
"I didn't rape anyone it was a rumor" I laid back now

He was going back to when I was younger when I didn't think before I did

"What about all the other things on the list, they rumors to?" He asked
"I'm not answering shit without a lawyer" I say lowly
"I wanna see my wife" I added
"How long you two been going?" He asked
"None of your damn business" I reply
"Your brothers in rehab and your in prison right now how good do you think this will look to paparazzi" He asked me

I snap my head up hitting the table

"My life contains nothing to you!" I yell now
"Let me go until I get a lawyer" I lowered my voice
"Fine but I know you ain't innocent son" He replied taking the key out to the handcuffs
"Did she give you a blow job, pay you off with daddy's funeral money or something" I ask
"A lot of girls want me officer but only one gets me
and like it or not i'll always get my way with whatever my past has on me" I stand up leaving the room now

I walk out seeing the boys and lexi.
Lexi..

She was asleep on the chairs waiting for me

"It's about time" Gorge yelled waking lexi up
"Tom" She whispered

Her eyes were red

"baby come here" I softly say walking over to her and lifting her into my arms as she wraps around me

She cried into my chest not letting me go

I know her pain.
We've been through to much to be away from each other

"You okay" I whisper into her hair pressing my lips against her head
"I don't feel good tom" She whispered
"What do you mean" I pulled back still holding her in my arms

LEXIS POV

Tom looked over at gustav and gorge to tell them to go home so they left

I got really bad stabbing pains above my uterus
Tom lifted me up in his arms and walked me outside

The pain was really bad I started crying

"Baby talk to me"
"Lexi hey" Tom put me down lifting my chin up
"Something's not right tom" I cried out

He didn't say anything he just put me in his car and drove to the hospital as fast as possible

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"Hey she's.. something's wrong but she's pregnant" Tom said in a really concerned voice holding me under his arm
"Okay come this way" The nurse said taking me back instantly
She put me on one of the chairs where you have to open your legs so they can check the baby

"I need you to leave" She got up pushing tom out
"What the fuck no" Tom snapped looking at me
"I'm sure your scared but she's more scared" The nurse lowered her voice talking to him now

"I'll be waiting right here then outside the door" Tom replied getting shut out
"Honey have you ever experienced these kinda pains?" She asked me softly looking at me

I shook my head

"No" my voice was trembling now
"Your bleeding and usually when you bleed this early" I cut her off and whispered
"Miscarriage" I breath in laying my head back
"Unfortunately i'm so sorry for your loss" She said in remorse
"Wouldn't be the first" I choked up trying to hold back tears
"We will get you cleaned up and ready to go" She said bringing a doctor in to clean the blood off

I got up leaving the room and rushing past tom who was sitting against the wall

"Lexi" He yelled getting up to follow me

But I couldn't
I needed fresh air now

I got outside and collapsed onto the ground crying into my hands

"Baby what happened are you okay" Tom spoke trying to help me up
"It's gone" I whisper into my cries

The only thing that could of potentially kept me and tom from arguing or breaking up

"The baby.." He asked

I nodded and he just wrapped his arms around me sitting by me now

"Everything will be okay" He whispered rocking me back and forth in his arms

But it wasn't going to be okay

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