nothing better than
sad romance story here
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Tom kaulitz!
warnings
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smutt
sexual abuse.
violent!
kidnapping
Also if you prefer y/n then use it as you please:)
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TOMS POV
I was pacing back and forth in the waiting room of the hospital I couldn't stop moving
I rushed up to the front desk hitting the counter
"Is she okay" I breath out into my trembling breathing "Hun you just ask that 2 minutes ago I don't have any information yet" She replies
I turn slamming my fist into the wall then bending down in front of a chair
No she has to make it I stand up looking around
"She has to make it" I shout at the front desk lady causing everyone's attention to me
I was in tears
"She can't die we havnt even got the chance to be happy" I added "Please" I shouted walking back up to the front desk
"Tom kaulitz?" A doctor said my name making me turn my body "Yes?" I lowered my voice "I have some news for you" He replied walking towards me sitting me down in a chair "This is the part where you tell me the bad news then the good news" I let out watching him "Unfortunately there is no good news tom" He said making me choke up starting to go numb from all the crying i've been doing "We've havnt got a heart beat from her in 2 hours but the baby is still alive so we're trying to wait to see what happens" He said looking at me
I got up running my fingers through my hair starting to freak out
"ITS A RAPE BABY" I yelled throwing the papers off the coffee table "You can't let her keep it" I started crying again "Kill it" I reply looking him dead in the eyes "I'm sorry but unless you guys are married we're not obligated to do as you say" He got up giving me a remorse look "I know what pain your" I cut him off "Don't you fucking tell me you know what i'm going through" I snapped "Tom if we get rid of the baby we will have to call the time of death soon" He said in a low voice making my breathing stop
This can't be real She's dead
"She's dead" I whispered "I killed my only chance of a good life" I felt my heart speed up "Breath tom" Doctors started surrounding me now "Your gonna be fine just breath" "We're doing everything we can just breath"
They kept repeating but I wasn't listening
I choked up on my tears pushing them off of me before I run outside for fresh air
"I'm sorry lexi forgive me" I whispered leaning my head against the rock wall I slid my back down against the wall looking up at the sky now
"You were the only one i've ever fucking loved and I promise you i'll tell the whole world about us until i'm dead" I whispered closing my eyes
Maybe I just turn myself into the police and do the time or maybe get the shock chair or something
