𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 2 / 𝘛𝘖𝘔 𝘒𝘈𝘜𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘡

police

Me and tom were snuggled up on the couch when I heard a knock

I smiled at the sight of tom sleeping

I got up walking to the door and opening it

"Yes?" I see two officers
"Are you the wife" They ask me looking me up and down

I nod

"We would like to talk to you about tom" One of them say
"What about him" I hug myself waiting for an answer
"Everything will change after you hear this so would you like to sit first" The other asked
"No I don't wanna sit I wanna know what you have to say" I snapped

They looked at each other then back at me

"Have you heard about anything he's done?" They ask me
"No" I shook my head confused now
"A couple years ago he was working for a mafia boss and he would go out having sex with girls without consent and would abuse them, he was the best around is what I heard" One said
"I even heard some of them have his kids" The other said

I Didn't know what to say

"This can't be the same tom" I spat confused
"Tom kaulitz?" they ask

Oh my god what?

"What? This has to be made up by heidi or some shit this is crazy" I start pacing back in forth now
"Unfortunately we have actual evidence on video" They say making me stop pacing

"Please leave" I whisper feeling my heart beat patter up

They left after a couple of times of me yelling at them

It would explain why he's so rough on me when other guys get around me or why he cheated so much

I sat on the front step outside freezing all night

I was shivering by morning

I couldn't face him not now.

The door opened
"Babe what are you doing out here your freezing" Tom said going back inside to get a jacket and he put it on my back

I didn't reply to him
He came down sitting by me

"What are you doing out here" He asked looking at me now

I felt disgusted

"Is it true" I whisper looking at the cars pass by
"What?" He asked
"The shit you did" I reply
"What shit lexi" he asked
"Raping girls and abusing them or whatever you did" I whispered trying not to choke on the words
"They told you" He turned his head to the cars now
"They did" I reply
"It's true" He replied

That's all I needed

I nodded feeling my heart break
my eyes started welling up with tears

"I'm different now lexi" He commented looking back at me
"Your my soulmate" His voice was trembling now
"You can't leave me" He added
"I can't stay tom" I got up
"Your gonna stay" He got up with me

I looked up at him like he had no emotion in his eyes
They were dark

"I never planned on telling you any of that lexi" He added
"But to summon everything up you were a next victim but I fell in love with you." He smiled down at me

I looked at him like I've just seen a ghost

"Save it you love me just as much as I love you, I risked my life for you because I would do anything for you and now you can't leave me because i'm not letting you" He brushed his thumb against my cheek kissing my forehead

I had no words like I just couldn't speak
This wasn't the tom I knew

"Your playing a sick joke right" I choked up with tears falling down my face now

"What we're you gonna do with me" I whisper in fear looking up at him
"Probably whatever the boss wanted me to do with you" He shrugs

He gripped my neck pulling me up against him now

"And if your wondering I fuck whoever I want when I want just be lucky i've only been fucking you darling" He whispered into my ear
"I didn't expect my secret to be told like this but now it's out and there's no going back lexi"

"You never cared for me?" I whispered into my cries
"I do care for you enough to kill any guy who steps near you" He snapped

I tried moving back a little because he was scaring me

he gripped my arm tightly forcing me back inside of the house now

"You have two options lexi" He says shutting the door

I look up at him

"You can either A. Forget what they told you and live a happy life with me or B. I force what I want out of you" He says grinning now

"Fuck you" I whisper looking at him
"Say that again princess" He replies walking towards me

i push all my weight against him as I hit his chest

"B it is" He said grabbing my hair now pulling me over to the couch and throwing me to the ground
"Suck my dick" He sat on the couch

I breath heavily sitting up on the ground now overwhelmed from everything that's happening right now

This can't be real.
Tom was a sweet guy

"Now lexi!" He raised his voice
"No" I shook my head pushing myself back against the wall crying uncontrollably as my body ached from how rough he was on me

He got up walking over to me pulling his pants down and forced his dick inside my mouth

I tried pushing him off but he kept forcing himself into my mouth making me gag so I just eventually gave in and sucked him off

He groaned my name and pulled my hair as I did though

I don't know what to feel
I still love him so Do I just pretend?

He pulled my head away wiping the cum off my lip

"Your fucking amazing baby" He smiled down at me now

"I'm going to sleep now you can join me if you want" He said before walking away into the room

I sat back against the wall before

I woke up screaming seeing tom lay next to me in bed jumping up as I did

He instantly pulled me into him as my breathing was really heavy but it calmed down seconds later as he held me

What the fuck was that.