helplessly. [chaennie]

Chapter 1

Before the reply

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After two years of being single, all Jennie did was to have a fling with someone she meets online, whether it was a man or a woman.

Jennie is bisexual. She had countless relationship with men but her last relationship was with a woman. It didn't really shocked Jennie that she likes girls because ever since she was a child, she had girl crushes throughout her school days. It was just at that moment when she decided to try with a girl.

Sadly for her, it didn't go well and they had to broke up.

After the breakup, Jennie had a hard time moving on from her first relationship with a woman and told herself to never ever have a relationship with the same gender again.

But she failed.

Why? Jennie likes women.

So she didn't stop herself anymore and just see what will happen.

One day, due to boredom Jennie joined a group chat on Twitter to met new people.

Jennie is a shy type of person, but she did her best to be friendly so she could have new friends.

They were funny, talkative and made jokes with each other until someone from the group chat started flirting with Jennie. She knew at first it was just for fun so she started flirting back until the other members started teasing them with each other.

Until they started chatting with each other privately when the group chat became inactive. The group chat was only made for the release of Taylor Swift's new album but after the release it became inactive.

They got to know each other more and flirted more. Even though she made it look like it was just for fun Jennie knew that there was a point that it was more than that.

Jennie realized that she likes her when it started to get deeper. But even before Jennie gotten a chance to tell Mia about her feelings, Mia confessed that can't be any more than friends with Jennie. She was too scared to try.

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MIA:
I'm sorry if until now I can't still figure out what I really want pls forgive my stupid ass

I don't want to hurt you anymore :(((

JENNIE:
I don't really know what is the reason, if you're scared to try or what but I don't want to force you so it's okay. Stop saying sorry.

MIA:
I think I'm not yet ready for commitment idk, I told you I'm a mess, what if today I like you then tomorrow not anymore? I will just gonna hurt you more if I'll try.

JENNIE:
I understand don't worry.

MIA:
See? You are so understanding and everything while me :((( I don't deserve you

JENNIE:
I'll stay as your friend ☺️

MIA:
It's late. Let's take a rest. Or do you still have something to do?

I'll sleep already.

Good night.

JENNIE:
Okay. Good night.
Sleep well.