Why
"Why" she asked. She looked up at him slowly. Her sad eyes not wanting to open.
Her head was placed on his lap as his hands ventured through her hair softly.
"I don't know" replied. The same coldness that was in her eyes was evident all over his face.
He knew why, he did, but he didn't want to hurt her.
"Why is this" she said grabbing his wrist and entangling her small hand with his large one.
"Bad" she said her voice almost a whisper.
"Why" she said.
Her voice was horse almost scared as she was scared that being in love was a sin, a crime a mistake.
He looked at their hands. And sighed,
"It's just bad" he said pulling his hand away.
"But why" she asked.
She lifted her head and turned to him. She placed her hand on his chest and felt his heart. It was beating faster and faster each second.
"Whys your heart like that"
"I...don't know" he stuttered
His heart was pupping
fear and anxiety. It flooded his body.
She was small and seemed harmless but in reality she could kill with a smile on her face and she would shrug and walk away in the end.
She inched closer until her small face reached his.
She buried her head in the crook of his neck and sighed.
"It can't be bad"
She pulled away and leaned her forehead onto his.
"Stop"
He whispered.
"Why" she asked again.
"You just have to"
"Your mind says on thing your heart says another"
She whispered.
She pressed her lips against his.
The pain she felt overwhelmed her.
The pain that she realised was the one that stung her eyes and made her face pink and flushed.
He couldn't stop himself.
Maybe just once he thought.
He moved her and crawled on his knees in front of her.
He grabbed her waist tightly and set her lightly against the wall. Their bodies only wanted more and more her hands tangled in his hair as his roamed her body freely.
She gasped and pulled away.
"Maybe it is bad"
She said to her self.
"Why" he asked her.
A smirk went across his lips as she looked up at him and laid back down.
Her head in his lap and his hands combing out the knots he had made.
She closed her eyes once again. And this time hoped they wouldn't open again.
