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chapter : 17

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after minutes and minutes of walking, taehyun couldn't find beomgyu, a sudden wave of fear came in and for some reason he felt like crying.

he didn't want to imagine it but there he was on the path he never wanted to see or walk through. he never knew he would experience it and lose beomgyu. even if he literally didn't lose him, it felt more than that he felt as of current moment.

he started pacing back and fourth biting his nails. it really hit him, he stopped on his tracks. what would happen if beomgyu wasn't there? he just couldn't face it nor could say it onto his face while looking in the mirror.

so he decided on the worst. he sighed and looked at the sky painfully, the sky he looked earlier with his beomgyu hyung. it looked so pretty and when the took a look at his watch it was 8:53 pm.

he quickly took out his phone. the sky was filled stars and yellow lights shined on a line. he took deep breaths after sitting again and texted beomgyu before reaching out for the exit gate and left the amusement park.

in the end he decided to leave for good, not from this park but also closing all the doors for beomgyu as well "it was so nice meeting you"

he thought to himself as tears started to well up in his eyes but he looked above the starry sky taking those tears back.

time struck for older him for a bit who was running here abd there just as fearful as taehyun, for those very few minutes until beomgyu registered what happened he felt blank and totally lost

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time struck for older him for a bit who was running here abd there just as fearful as taehyun, for those very few minutes until beomgyu registered what happened he felt blank and totally lost.

he was bought back to reality when someone from the crowd pushed him and his phone fell from his hands with a loud thud.

he wanted to cry out loud but not single wince came out from his mouth.

he couldn't pinpoint how the younger's feelings changed into this huge weight of thoughts that clouded him almost all the time of the day.

how come he had so much to say but never made it up into words? the likeness that grew in him questioned every little thing.

beomgyu wanted to know, every little bit of how taehyun felt daily, that pain he felt seeing beomgyu sneaking around here and there.

a sharp rise of pain raged from beomgyu's heart as he lacked the power to bend down and pick up his phone. he was at loss of words.

that day beomgyu could never tell how his feet made his way to yeonjun's house because he didn't have the guts to see those same empty walls and rooms of his own house after not finding taehyun

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that day beomgyu could never tell how his feet made his way to yeonjun's house because he didn't have the guts to see those same empty walls and rooms of his own house after not finding taehyun.

soon enough beomgyu was standing Infront of yeonjun's front door and knocked the door, he was so out of it that he forgot the doorbell existed.

yeonjun lived in a big house which was mainly handled by the staff and servants because his parents were always busy with bussiness trips.

he realised and quickly rang the bell, soon after a servant came in and showed him the way. the door opened with a thud following with the entrance of someone from the house.

"hey beomgyu what's up? is everything alright?"

"no it's not soobin hyung"

soobin was caught off guard when suddenly beomgyu hugged soobin and started to break down. that was his last straw because he only needed a shoulder and soobin did it for him.

"soobin who's there..." soobin looked at yeonjun surprised  "don't just stand there and come sit instead of hugging my boyfriend" yeonjun tried lighting the mood but it was no help.

beomgyu felt the urge to just cry to yeonjun but he calmly sat on the couch and took a long sigh after wiping his tears previously "just tell me already!!" yeonjun was getting impatient because he got too worried.

"taehyun left" yeonjun bluntly made beomgyu look at him who was looking on the ground. soobin just sat there staring at beomgyu because he too was looking at the ground "what"

beomgyu ; taehyun left

yeonjun ; what. weren't you supposed to confess to him?

beomgyu ; i made up my mind right? but before i could even start we got separated and he left.

soobin ; but taehyun isn't usually the type to do that...

beomgyu ; i don't know.

beomgyu ;  i feel like it's been on his head for a really long time and he sent me a text before exiting that he said that he doesn't really have a crush on me now and that he likes things the way are right now.

beomgyu ; but you what is more weirder? it's the fact that i...i like taehyun now but not as a friend but someone else, something more.

yeonjun ; it's okay, it means you really like him

yeonjun patted beomgyu's back who started to tear up again, he slowly started to remember all those times when he was around with taehyun.

was beomgyu acting clueless hurted taehyun this bad? he never ever showed it nor would say it loud to beomgyu because taehyun was built like that.

beomgyu ; it's all because of me. I ruined everything.

yeonjun ; calm down beomgyu it's not because of you, you did nothing wrong.

soobin ; don't worry beomgyu!! i'll ask taehyun about it.

beomgyu ; no Hyung it's okay, if it's what he wants then be it

yeonjun ; come here (hugs him)

tbc !

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