Today is November 16th, 2022
It's near the end of school and my stepfather is picking me up. I have plans with a friend today but I'm not sure if I'm going to go. My mom is very strict sometimes, she is also VERY protective of me.
Yesterday (November 15th 2022) I had a mental breakdown all because my friend group is separating, the one brother I had is gone..now I have me, myself and I... I don't know, I just feel alone. Mostly because I like to be alone when I'm upset or mad, but that's not all the time. I like to hang out with friends and sometimes family. Every time I smile, It feels fake, Even when it IS REAL! I don't like the feeling anymore..well, I never did. I swear I'm slowly dying-
Still November 16th 2022 and I just don't know what to write anymore. I always write about my sad/mad feelings, nothing happy. And if it WAS happy, it would be a memorie. I had a grown adult as a friend and his name was Chris, he's no longer with us anymore but he was like family. He had two kids, Zack and Hailey. Zack is a year older than me and Hailey is 16/17 I guess. I don't remember how old Hailey is-
YOU ARE READING
.My Diary.
Randomthis story is based off of my life and all of my secrets. The only reason I am making this a story is because some people find it hard to tell others, so I am showing people it is ok to think/feel what you think/feel..<3
