CLEXA One shots (lesbian stories)

In case

I got the idea of this one shot when I was listening to the song "In Case" by Demi Lovato! so this one shot is based around the lyrics (/.\) if you don't know the song... shame on you and go listen!!!

I hope you all enjoyyyy <3

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A mentally exhausted Lexa got out of the shower and with her towel wrapped around her body she walked to her closet. with a sigh she grabbed her light wash skinny jeans and a basic t-shirt and dressed herself. she felt something in the pocket of her jeans and got it out. it was a picture, faded from the washer and she could barely just make out Clarke's face. it was the first picture they took together. she sighted and put it back.

"well let's feed ourselves Lexa!" she said talking to herself and made her way to the refrigerator.

she opened the door and the first thing she saw were small boxes off food that Clarke had saved for later. she couldn't eat them tho, since later never came.

deep down inside Lexa knew that one day, eventually, she had to let it all go. but she kept it just in case.

just in case Clarke didn't find what she was looking for. in case she missed what she had with Lexa.
in case Clarke would change her mind. in case Clarke just wanted to come home. Lexa would be waiting!

Lexa found herself strong for letting Clarke leave. but weak for needing her. she cared so much about Clarke so she just let her walk away.

Lexa got snapped out of her thoughts be the refrigerator beeping and closed it. she walked over to the kitchen counter and grabbed a cracker. ever since Clarke left her she lost appetite and couldn't eat anything.

Lexa had to get out of the house all the memories she made with Clarke came flashing back into her head again. she felt herself suffocating. so she grabbed her car keys and walked over to the door putting on the dirty jacket that Clarke had left by the trash. she just couldn't stand to see it got to waste.

Lexa knew that eventually she had to get rid of all off Clarke's stuff. But she still hold on to that hope that maybe Clarke would come back. she didn't move a thing, just in case.

in case that one day Clarke would look into the mirror and miss Lexa's arms, how they wrapped around her waist.
Just in case Clarke is missing her love.

Lexa opened the door and right on that moment she saw Clarke getting out of her car walking up to Lexa's house.

"Lexa" she began and with tears in her eyes Clarke ran up to her.

Lexa couldn't move, she just stood there in the hallway with the door handle still in her hands.

"Lexa I'm so sorry!" Clarke stopped right in front of Lexa and looked into her eyes searching for something, anything.

"is- is that my old jacket?" Clarke asked and brought her hand up to Lexa's body but Lexa turned around and walked into the house, stunned.

"w-what are you doing here Clarke?" Lexa said with her head down leaning on the kitchen counter.

"I want to come home Lexa, I miss you! I am so sorry for what I did to you, please forgive me?" Clarke walked up to Lexa and wrapped her arms around her waist.

"please?" she repeated

Lexa couldn't hold it in anymore and broke down in tears. Clarke tightened her grip and kissed Lexa's neck.

"I am so sorry baby, I was so stupid to walk away. I promise I won't leave ever again!" Clarke said now with tears in her eyes too.

"Clarke-" Lexa said holding in a sob. she cleared her throat and wiped away her tears.
"don't make promises you can't keep"
she freed herself from Clarke's grip and walked towards the door.

"No Lexa please, please give me a chance" Clarke looked at Lexa full of hope.

"I-'I" Lexa stuttered. she couldn't get any words out of her mouth and just broke down in tears again.

Clarke ran up to her and pulled Lexa in. they stood there for a second and then Clarke lead them to the couch. she laid Lexa down and snuggled up next to her pulling Lexa half on top of her body.

"I am here now, I won't ever leave again. you are my world Lexa, you mean way too much to me! I won't leave again." Clarke whispered in her ear.

Clarke had never seen Lexa like this, so fragile. Lexa never cried in front of anyone, she has always been strong. never in pain, she always acted like leader in a way. almost cold around others. Clarke Made Lexa soft, yes. but never like this. Lexa was never like this and it broke Clarke's heart to see that she did this to Lexa.

never again! Clarke thought.
I will never be so stupid again!

"I love you Lexa"

"I love you too Clarke"

"I love you more"

Lexa laughed and snuggled closer into Clarke's body burying her head in Clarke's neck.

"I love you much more" she then whispered.

"and I love you the most" Clarke kissed the top of Lexa's head and they both smiled.

"I will never leave you again, Lexa, I promise"