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Apologies and pillows

Katsuki POV

I walk into my dorm with the nerd in my arms. Without putting him down I grab extra blankets, pillows etc so there's enough for us both.
Once it's all set up I placed him down in the bed.
'Might as well let him rest before telling him...'

As he sleeps I go down stairs to grab some snacks and drinks. I get out some fruits to chop up and chips to even it out so it can be a sweet to salty ratio. And I grab a few water bottles from r drinking.
His favorite fruit was always strawberrys so I made a fruit bowl with mostly strawberrys and then I put pineapple along with mango and apple slices.
Then I walk back up stairs to wake him up so we can talk.

Izuku POV

I wake up to the sound of a door closing and no one else in the room...
'Did kacchan leave me? ' 'where am I now!? '
I could feel my breathing increase quickly.
The air was getting thinner and my eye sight was getting blurrier.
I tried to get up but it got all dizzy. I learned on a bed side table and looked for anything that might help.

My breathing got quicker and quicker. Tears welled up in my eyes and my lips quivered. Soon enough those tears starts to stream down my face and I couldn't breath anymore!

I fell to the ground and pulled my knees to my chest. 'K-kacchan!'-

No one's POV

As Izuku fell to the ground it made a loud thud sound which alerts katsuki. So he quickens his pace to his dorm fumbling with his keys. 'C-mon fucker open up! ' his mind was racing only thinking of if his Izuku was safe.
Soon he gets through the door and sets all of his things down gently on th floor.

His eyes scan the room to find Izuku having a panic attack next to his bed on the floor. He rushes to him with a very worried expression.
"Hey, hey! What's wrong izu are you okay?" katsuki reaches out to Izuku but from the slightest touch he flinches.
...
'Shit'
Katsuki only could feel guilt at the fact that he caused this much fear for Izuku. But his thoughts were stopped by the small sound of the young boys voice.
"A-are you m-m-my Kacchan? -" his voice was so quite but katsuki still heard it.

"Yes I'm kacchan but I'm the older one okay! Don't worry I've got you Izu, kacchans here and he's got you.." katsuki couldn't believe the words he said came from him but they did and he didn't stop it. All he did was pull Izuku close and hold him to his chest to call him down.

Katsuki begins to play with Izuku's hair soothing his nerves. While repeating "I'm here,  kacchan's here..." 
Izuku just felt his warm embrace and could only cry. His breathing called down a bit but the tears continues. He had so many emotions mostly grateful that kacchan was holding him and keeping him safe. But also confusion, 'why is kacchan doing this? '

Katsuki then picks Izu up onto the bed so they could get more comfy. But instead of resting or sitting in silence he broke the said silence and started conversation .
"Izuku, I wanted to- I want to apologize.."

"A-and I know you don't believe me that I'm sorry. But what I did to you is unforgivable and what I did just proves the fact that you should hate me..  And saying this doesn't change a thing but. " katsuki trys to find the right words. All he could look at were Izuku's eyes staring back at him. Katsuki moves the green mess of a hair out of Izu's face to reveal more of it.

And witha deap breath he got the courage.

"I'm sorry for everything!"

By now Izuku has the most tears he's ever cried in his life but all he could do is smile.
He smiled up at his Kacchan with a bright smile.
"Kacchan I do forgive you!"
He hugs katsuki tight and crys more.

"B-but I need to confess why I did what I did.. An it's really stupid and it's really un heroic but I did it and you need to know why!"

Izuku looks back up at katsuki and hums as in saying to go on. He sits up in criss cross applesauce. And katsuki lays his head on Izu's shoulder.

"I did that because you were quirkless yes. But not for the reason you think. Even though you had nobquirk you still wanted to be a hero so I bullied you as a way to 'protect you'. Because if I kept telling you that it's hopeless then maybe you would give up and I wouldn't have to see you get hurt!... But i ended up hurting you instead and that just made me angryer so I kept doing it.. Because seeing the person I want to protect and that I love getting hurt.. I get angry and I'm sorry."

Katsuki finally said it. He got to explain his stupid actions so then izuku would know why. And the fact that he doesn't hate him.
Katsuki then for the millionth time today. He felt Izuku cry.
He lifts up his head to look at Izu and he cups his face and pulls him into a warm hug.

Katsuki and izuku lay down with katsuki holding him close to protect him.
"Hey Izu, after we wake up do you want to watch you favorite movie? "

Izuku shoots up his head and nods frantically.
"Y-yes please K-kacchan!"